bored.......

Aiyo I'm so bored so decided to come type another entry.Wow first time i writing 2 entries in one day. u guys muz be thinking i today got so much things to crap arh hahahaha!!! Bored lah nothin to do so like that lor...

let me see........... wat to type arh............ thinking hard............ wat should i say........... haiz i gif up. nothin much to say haha.


Ohya!!! just now went through the list of songs of Yang Cheng Lin new album and found one song has the same title as one of the song i wrote few months back. wow so 'qiao'.


This is Yang cheng Lin version:


爱情的颜色
当指尖轻轻滑过你眉梢 我幻想能靠在你的怀抱
多希望一直陪在你身旁 就怕听不到你的心跳

这一秒突然之间想知道 我在你心里究竟多重要

爱情的颜色 怎么我努力你却看不见呢

眼睛湿湿的没说出的爱只为了不让你负荷 负荷

这一刻突然之间才知道 你在我心里究竟多重要

爱情的颜色 怎么我努力你却看不见呢 只要你快乐
我付出一切只为了不让你负荷
我为你负荷



This is my version:


爱情的颜色

黑暗中的我 独自躺在天空下
这顿分离的日子 我努力得忘记你
但你已是 我唯一色彩
认识你的那一颗
我黑白世界 有了爱情色彩
我们的爱情是否像 黑白电影一样
成为了过去 让你就这样 say goodbye
雨过后的彩虹闪不亮我灰色心情
这份伤心渲染了心灵 化为泪水
Only You, You are the one
你是天使恩赐的相遇
已如透过树影的阳光般 温暖
I give you my love
无可替代的爱
As time goes by
站在红地毯远方的我
愿能将我的爱情 刻在我心中
祝你永远的幸福
Only You, You are the one
你是天使恩赐的相遇
已如透过树影的阳光般 温暖
I give you my love
无可替代的爱
我爱你



haha my so long winded as compared to Cheng Lin's version. haha which one better arh??? mayb Cheng Lin version better bah coz my still a little no head no tail one haha. mayb of got chance than go learn how to write songs than next time if wanna switch job can go become song writer and win awards haha i muz be dreaming!!!

finally got my stuff......

Yesterday went on a shopping trip with ZQ and TSL but in the end din manage to get anything. So sad. So today i went to another place at toa payoh to check out the clothes there. hehe lucky today manage to get some clothes for the new sem or else haf to wear wat i wore last sem. This shop sells about the same kind of clothes as the one at far east. This shop their service much better and the clothes they take in also much nicer bah coz its suitable for ppl my age as compared to far east. hehe another shop i can go shop shop again but a bit far only. NOw adays hard to find clothes my size. they either too small or too big. I like in between of no where. sad case lah. skinny also cannot, fat also cannot. wat to do!!!!! clothes nowadays are like only for the super skinny or super fat ppl.Than ppl like me how!!!! haha. i tink i next sem everyday go jogging bah be4 sch than no need to fan such things liao and somewhere can save money. hahahaha!!! but i only like tennis haha. anyone game!!! i got extra racket to lend!!! esp zq and tsl. same sch so can play wif moi. tennis very fun leh but only problem is that you would be tan. haha like moi. now got 4 colours. 2 diff colours on the arm and legs.

Enough of psycho-ing liao haha. wanna go slack liao byezzz and gd luck in ur job hunting!! (zq)

Earth......

Been so surrounded with attachment that only recently i started to read the newspaper. Although i know that there has been many sad things going on. Only these few days when reading the newspaper than i realize that the death poll and so high and many living areas has been destroy. Rather sad to see all those pictures and esp.pictures where ppl are suffering, crying over the lost of their loves ones etc...

This only shows how lucky we singaporeans are but yet here we are always whinning. coming up with some scheming plans to back stab others. If only everyone including those terrorists spare a thought for others, stop all those killing and greediness to wanna control the world thingie and not only be an empty vessel that makes alot of noise than mayb the world would be a better place. I guess mother nature is mutating now as a form of punishment to us bah.

The land is changing form, the climate is changing too, everything on earth is changing.From nature to human beings. Its the world coming to and end already. This reminds me when i was in primary sch, there was some art competition on how the world would be like in 2050. Everyone was like drawing robots, ppl flying and watever but i was the only one who drew the world coming to an end where it juz scrumble to pieces. HAHA so young than think of such a sad picture of the future.

However it seems that its becoming that way. Wonder how the future may behold for everyone of us here.......

Confused......

This two days feeling a little confuse already. Can't seem to 'tidy up my feelings' on a certain matter. Hate this kind of feeling. It has been long since i felt this way again. The last time it happened was in sec 5 bah.

Beside this, there is another problem but i cannot tell anyone at all. No one i can talk too but only to keep it within myself.Feeling a little sad. This problem is like a year ago but ppl are now still habouring over it and its really vexing. Really need to tok to someone but haf to keep mums.Can't even tell my parents how i feel coz will only worry them.They always think i can handle the matter but honestly i can't anymore. Its so difficult when i'm no longer in control of my feelings anymore and haf to pretend that nothing happen at all.

Feeling really tired emotionally and i really hope this feeling can just go away. Really far away coz no one would ever ever......

Last day of attachment and beginning of freedom....

YEAH!!!!!!!!! last day of polyclinic attachment. SO HAPPY but sadly today was boring. Last day already but had a boring day.It's over anyway.ONE WHOLE WEEK OF SLEEPING IN . YEAH!!!!!! no more early mornings.

Well this whole week of attachment was not only boring but interesting to a certain extend. First of all. me and my frens are always being stared at as if we are museum displays like that. NEVER see nursing students be4 meh??? the second funniest thingie is that every patient that see me would open their mouth and start to speak in malay. WAH!!! do i really look like a malay meh. Today got even one patient who was speaking in dialect to the nurse and then turn to me and said in english,'you understand wat i tokking about meh?' and i had to like yah. i chinese. I think i say this like dunno how many times liao till i so xian. All this started by ZQ when in sec 1 she thought i was malay and since then most ppl i met all think i malay. ALL UR FAULT ZQ!!!! (juz kidding lah).

Anyway attachment has come to an end and soon sch only to start soon and its the start of my misery again. haiz not in sch work (i so intelligent where got problem. haha like real!!!) but as in my klass mates. haiz got to see those childish and pretencious ppl again for another sem. sad case. hope this time round they dun come and disturb me coz i think i surely gif them or rather her a piece of my mind liao. NO more mr nice guy.

okay no more crappying again. Well today must really thanx ZQ and TSL for going out for dinner wif moi. thanx guys. next time must haf more of such thingie and bengi muz come too. And sorrie for leaving early arh coz i wanna go cut my hair. lucky i went early leh coz they close at 9pm. hehe. and ZQ the sending the postage to ur place no nned liao coz i found one shop that they can change the clip on for moi. thanx.

one more thingie i wanna say be4 signing off to slp. Guys pls go update ur bloggie leh. we hardly meet or tok so mus update blog so i can know how u doing in life mah. IT means YOU, YOU and YOU dun turn around its YOU!!!! so try to update once in every 2 days or so okie. Just entertain me lah coz i KPO haha!!! like that than can know if u still alive anot haha okie. should know wat i mean lah. if not than too bad haha!!! okie going to watch vcd than slp liao.

SO Long, fare well............ and the song goes on.............

TOday is the bestest( my slang vocab) day!!

Each day in the polyclinic seems to be better but the best is that tomolo is the last day. My poor legs need the rest already. Thank god i already had good training from my hospital attachment or else i sure die in the polyclinic.

Well today was assign to the immunization room and another room where counselling of diseases were done. Anyway i had fun in the immune room coz saw so many babies and they were sooooooooo cute. One of the babies i saw today even had the same B'dae as moi. There was another baby that was really cute. he even grab my fingers and start playing wif it. Lucky he never try to put my fingers into his mouth HAHAHA!!! anyway my hand too big for his little mouth. He was so cute and cubby. Felt like carrying him haha. Today was really gd and even better than yesterday. Can see cute little babies and somemore play wif some of them. such a warm and fuzzy feeling. (is it the correct words to use???) who cares is my blog hahaha.

Tomolo last day liao and i guess i haf to Shou Shi my feeling and thoughts already. In this 3 weeks of attachment i really see much more stuff than i think i would ever see, experiences different things and i feel that even my thinking also mature a little bit more bah. ( i hope so haha if not than nvm lah)but i guess my cow (stubborn) temper still there bah but only to certain ppl. But it makes sense coz i born in the yr of cow wat. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! crapping nonsense again haha.

But the best of all is that i made new frens whether isit from NYP, NP or even ITE etc. Hope we can all still keep in contact esp my new frens from NP (zhiqiang, cuyan and benedict) coz they were my first new frens i made in the hospital and i enjoy their company coz they are all so interesting in their own way.

P.S Zhiquan remb not to be late tomolo arh. and thanx for agreeing to meet at 6.30pm at lot 1. coz i very rush if at 6pm and i dun eat dinner so early leh haha.thanx. cya tomolo!!!!

Another day has passed..

3 days has passed and boy am i happy thought today was more meaniful as compared tp twp days ago. Today was assign to the developmental room and the so call emergency room. Well it was kinda fun coz at least i learn alot of stuff today and there was so many babies to see. They are sooooooo cute. Today do tepid sponging on a baby and it was the best happening of today. Well done a few tepid sponging for adults but baby is first time. While doing tepid sponging for the baby than he stick his hand into the basin and started to play with water. He was like playing wif water and crying at the same time. So cute and funny. Anyway it was fun. Haha but the next two days might not be so interesting thought tomolo can still see cute little kids coz tomolo i'm assign to the immune room where kids haf to go for their injections. Wow mayb tomolo i will turn deaf from their cries.

Feeling a little sick already guess its a cold coz my nose is running like a tap water. This boils down to me being a big mouth bah. I commented to my mum that one of my klass mate only 1 week in polyclinic than fall sick already than in hospital sure die liao. My retribution. Me and my always come true as in bad things mouth. Still trying to learn how to shut my gap if going to say bad things bout ppl coz later i sure get it one. Haha!!!

Last nite could not slp so was like reading everyone's blog entries from past to present and found out one freaky thingie. Its like there is billions and billions of ppl in the world and i actually get to meet someone that shares almost which is like about 98% same fate as moi in certain things. Its like so weird. HAHA how lucky of me.

P.S to Zhiqiang if ya reading this. Next time juz leave ur name at the comment board instead of np fren. When i read it, it was so funni.Juz find it funni haha.... hey dun bother to ask xiao hui bout the allowance thingie already coz doesn;t matter already. Just like wat i said during our conversation. thanx alot..

P.S to Bengi and ZQ. hey you two decide if wanna go eat on friday nite anot than sms me can okie. Go suki sushi hor if eating out coz never try that place yet and its bout 19++ wif gst coz bengi last time say he went there b4 than pay 19++. Sakae also bout the same price. If can call shermmen out too bah and ziyan too if possible. that gal if dun see her soon i sure cannot reco her next time liao.

OKIE enough message leaving be4 i start to crap again

Tata gotta slp already just took medicine....... bye ya.... Enjoy ur holidays....

2nd day at polyclinic

Well today was much better than yesterday coz at least i can help take height and weight, bring case file to another room, do translation and stuff. BUt today i totally like in a foreign country. Today the nurses there all open their mouth and start to speak malay. MALAY!!! and 98% of the patients are also malay so i was like wat the heck are they tokking bout.So today like haf to open my golden mouth to ask or else i really like dun fit in anywhere haha.

Well todae nothing much happening lah coz still find it kinda boring. Well today find out mayb got hospital allowance to claim but dunno can anot so see how first lah coz now my np fren helping me ask my nyp fren whom i dun haf her number to ask the lecturer. Oh well hope can claim at least to cover my transport.

TATA tomolo another day at the polyclinic. 3 more days to go........

First day at Jurong Polyclinic

Well the only word to describe my day today is BORING and yes its boring!!!! this polyclinic attachment thingie is really just to open ur eyes and ears to learn and hardly and i do mean hardly nothing for one to help out at all. I this kind of person where can just stand all day to observe and do so little work. haiz four more days to and i hope i can participate more and not just stand and look all day long.

Well i guess another factor why it was boring coz everyone was being paired up but moi. so sad .poor moi. just because my name was last in the list so no one to pair up wif. But oh well at least i get to observe without worrying if my parthner can see anot or stuff and can solely haf the nurse to answer all my doubt watsoever. HAHAHA!!!! evil me. Kinda miss working in the hospital already and the ppl of course. Guess was becoz i din feel that i was being judge coz of the way i look bah but whether i was a keen and capable learner bah. Oh wat the hell. going back to looking down on myself again. Geez tokking crap again....

Nothing much bah i guess. Tomolo is another day again. ( Tian arh pls let me not to be so bored. i need to do stuff.) haha tian shen lao lu ming!!!

P.S Bengi and ZQ wanna go out for diner this friday anot? Go suki sushi can??? but if no $$$ than we go marina next week bah. cheaper!! or any other recommendations???
Bengi the naruto vcds isit you haf the whole set arh and isit in cdr or in ur com. if in cdr can lend me to bring home watchie. thanx.

Last day at ward 2

Wow so fast 2 weeks just pass by and its my last day today. Well kinda sad that today is the last day already. I guess its the ppl that i'm working with are great that makes it enjoyable. made a few new frens and i like them. Makes me feel how nice if they were my klass mates but well in life you are always with ppl that you dun like. Well guess this is so call society that makes up with diff kind of ppl. but well i'm entitled to dream haha. Well took some pictures today with them. hehe when taking pictures i was like thinking bout ZQ coz she always ask me to take pictures iwth her but i am like DUN WANT and now i auto take pics haha. dun be angry haha!!!








This pic is the funniest if you notice as if the guy got two horns haha!!
















These are some of the photos the rest are for my personal keepsake haha tata gtg and slp DEAD tired not haha!!!

Attachment

my attachment its only two days and i'm already dying soon. the almost 8 hours of standing its killing me ad the shoes are hurting too. Now my legs feels like it doesn't belog to me anymore. Well anyway i'm not the only one feeling this way too. Even my new frens from NP are feeling the ache too by just standing.

On monday was kinda messy and unorganized at the ward so din really do much. Was just tired from ALL THE STANDING!!! Today was good coz learn how to do other stuff and it was fun hanging out with the NP students since i was alone in my team. Funny cute kids. haha At least got them to make the day pass quickly and interesting. Or else i'll be bored to death.

Oh ya realize that watever the sch teach cannot really do it in the hospital one. really haf to see the environment and occasion and stuff. Anyway thought it was DIRTY, SMELLY, TIRING AND STUFF but it was fun and interesting to haf this attachment thought i sometime make a little boo boo coz i forgot wat i learn in sch liao haha. need to go read up liao. tata!!


PS. one more joy working in the ward is that there are cute guys who are interns (doctors) to see whenever they do their rounds hahahahahaha!!!!

......

Okay today suppose to meet wif shermeen and bengi to go out in the end all cancel last minute. which ends up me today doing nothing. haiz always like that one. Can't seem to get ppl out one. haiz boring day lah. was hoping to go out today. But well guess next time bah if it ever comes.


P.s : ZQ if ur reading this you can delete the mp3 from ur web host liao. I.ve found one and did the upload already. thanx alot and sorry for the trouble.

Results

Haiz today got back resuls and did quite ok lor. If only i had a little luck than my grades would be As and Bs liao instead of Bs and Cs with a + sign behide each and every one of them haiz. Lucky lady where are you when i need you leh. why you never come to me be4 and bestow me some of ur luck powder or watever.

Okie enough of rubbish. like my new background music? hehe i like it very much that it even becomes my hp ringtone. haha thats why i like my new hp so much coz can transfer my fav music to become my ringtone. You having the privilege to listen to this song of course must thanx ZQ for letting me occupy some space in her web host coz my web host only allow 5Mb of dl and this music is like 5,25Mb. So thanx ZQ!!!!!

Guess thats bout it bah. tomolo meeting shermeen and bengi to sing K and/or eat dinner if K not too X.

Loveholic......

Its the title of this new korean drama i bought a few days ago. This show is crazy man.I just anyhow pick out from the rack coz my mum was waiting for me after her grocey shopping and i needed to buy a show home so just quickly pick out one and its this show loveholic. Glad it turn out not too bad ( still watching) though there are a few parts that are kinda boring coz too much tokking. To me too much tokking in a show is BORING!!!!!! thats why can never watch shows like CSI coz need to listen to wat they are tokking about or else can forget about watching it. Well TV shows are suppose to be entertaining not torturing. haha

Well was looking for the OST of this show and found out something which is shocking. oh well mayb to me only... the main lead acted by Kang Ta was actaully a member of the ex grp ( i think they break already correct me if I'm wrong) H.O.T . Dunno if any one of you guys still remember. anyway I was like OH MY GOD. H.O.T really did unjustice to Kang Ta's looks. In this show he was like So gd looking ( to me lah) Well if you remember H.O.T was like a grp of scary ppl with colour hair and weird make up so i din really like this grp as compared to SHINWAH. Oh ya bought the vcd was partly because of the vcd cover coz the guy look not too bad from the side view.







This the cover of the vcd box.






Kang Ta















I think i watching too much korean drama liao. Now adays very time tokking bout korean actors and stuff. haha Well too bad now in singapore Jap drama that are brought in are lousy or act by old ppl one so ' mei you kan tou' I use to not like korean drama in the past but guess thats all changing coz korean dramas are no longer soap opera shows. P.S i still dun like Winter Sonata. its still a lousy show to me coz its tooooooooooo soapy.

Better stop here already or else will start to rant away non stop. haha going back to my vcds.

Lazy bones gone.....

Today finally got rid of my lazy bones and did some cooking which i wanted to do like 2 weeks ago. haha . been lazing around, watching vcds and stuff. Today got up and finally did some hands on.

Well lets see. Today made chocolate cream puffs and chicken. Well it was a bad start when i was making the cream puffs. Guess my cooking skills is going down down and soon to be gone. Guess it must be coz haben been cooking for quite some time already.Haiz was preety upset but at least the outcome was not too bad. Haha its still in me. * crazy me praising myself*

Guess after this cooking thingie the next thing i need to do is clean up my room but well this can wait till my last week of holiday. Haiz two more days than results out liao. very the worried hope can at least haf all Cs and above bah coz some paper i know i din do very well. some was even bullshit answers i came up with. You know just to fill up the blanks hoping it would be correct. haha.




















The chicken. not very well taken from the hp and the sauce could not be seen coz its cheese sauce.( its white in colour kinda) Ohya its chicken wrap and just chicken fillet with potatoes.
Well a plain old dish with no colour. well thats coz i dun eat veg haha.














Cream puffs without the fillings yet. was waiting for it to solidify(dunno how to spell)



thats bout it today. going back to watching my vcds. bought one and really like it alot. haha VCD HERE I COME!!!

Some quiz

Well did some quiz online and its kinda true on how evil i am. Haha found it interesting. Now you know how bad i am HAHAHAHA!!!






Accidentally Evil.

You're not really evil. If anything evil happens
around you it must be some mistake. Most of
your evil actions come from the influence of
those around you. You have the seeds of
potential, however. If you worked at it you
could achieve greater heights of evil - but
chances are you like it just where you are.


Just How Evil Are You? (For AFHS Members)
brought to you by Quizilla

Dreaming.......

Haiz had a sad dream last nite. I always believe in dreams coz to me, it projects the future and reality. Silly of me to think it might come true one day. I guess its just me thinking too much bout it, something that is never possible to happen at all.

Wat to do?????????

Haiz life is ever so boring if your just too lazy to do anything and wanna complain. Well i guess thats me. I'm like so bored that i'm now like reading other ppl's blog and even their frens blog. Oh okay this is extreme boredom.

Well just can't really be bothered to do anything like clean up my room, do a new layout for my blog and even trying out new recipes. Just too lazy to cook anymore haiz.... Dunno wat to do with my life man at the moment beside waiting for results
*pray that i dun fail* and at least a C in every module pls. Okay i'm like desperately praying hard again for something. typical human beings who pray for something when they are desperate. haiz... oh well i'm just another normal human being on a little dot on the map called Singapore.

Oh gosh bullshiting again. Madness in invading my brain cells. Guess i haf to find some stuff to do, like shopping, watch movies but all these cost money haiz another problem. Oh well i guess i can go window shopping haha than sure buy stuff.

BTW anyone of you got vcds can lend me anot. Need to entertain myself already without spending much. ( just spend a sum of money on vcds thats why asking around )
Well if haf than sms me or msn moi okie. i'll be so thankful and stuff. oh watever!!!

tata going to continue leading my boring vacations till attachment arrives.

wat am i tokking about??? beats me!!!!

okay. i was just reading wat i wrote early in the morning and i was like wat the hack am i tokking about??? *????????questiond marks??????* Weird dun really understand wat i was tokking about at all beside the cute guy haha.

Oh watever!!! too tired to really tpye anything. TODAY IS SO BLOODY HOT!!! that i almost died during tennis. lucky bought a cap along. Oh well thats bout it.

* wat a boring entry*









this is one of the character in the show 18 vs 29. just like the smile or watever it is..... oh i'm goin crazy.

is the system changing?????

Wow so fast one week of holiday has passed already. Well been doin nothing beside watching VCDs and sleeping alot and i MEAN ALOT!!!
Been buying vcds to watch. well this is wat i do everytime i'm on holiday. Part of my savings go to vcds. Recently watch this korean drama 18 vs 29. This show not too bad and quite funny. Glad i bought it. HEHE part of the reason is that there are cute guys to see in this show. I noticed that recently in korean the younger actors i mean YOUNGER actors are all getting rather gd looking as compared to the older actors. Well i guess some of the 'experience' actors are quite cute too like Kim Jae Won. He's cute and gd looking. Dunno why all the gd looking ones are popping up haha well the female ones are getting better looking too. guess the system is changing ......... 'pondering why'




This is one of the actor that plays the younger version of a main character in the korean drama. I find him kinda cute hehe manage to get it off the net after finding it for some time.

Well to go go to bed already later still got tennis continue later.........


signing off.