Friday, August 26, 2005

VACATIONS ARE HERE!!!!!

WAH vacations are here already....... finally exams are over. Thinking back bout it all seem like a dream. During this period is like so long yet so short if you know wat i mean. Well today paper not too bad finish very fast and the thing is know how to do most of the questions so not too bad. hope overall can get at least a B for this module.

Well feeling the mental and physical strain of this exam. SO STRESSFUL........ haiz its all over. NOW is holiday and it means i can go catch movies, go out and slp for 12 hours everyday except from 19/9 - 7/10 coz its my attachment period.

HERE IS A VERY IMPORTANT WARNING TO ALL WHO READS THIS: EVEN IF YOUR GOING TO DIE PLS TAKE NOTE. PLS DO NOT DO TO AH OR JURONG POLY CLINIC FOR ANY TREATMENT WHICH INCLUDES UR RELATIVES!!! IF HAF TO GO PLS AVOID WARD 2 OKIE!!!

HAHA!!! attachment coming soon so i pray hard that nothing bad will happen on me and i dun cause any harm to the clients there. haha so use to say clients in exams well i mean patients. NO FALLS, NO DEATH PLZZZZZ!!!!!!( PRAYING VERY THE HARD) NO MISTAKES!! well this attachment is also another exam so pls let me pass!!!!!! haiz everything also a test. spare me man!! little gal here need a break from this stressful poly life <:)

WELL now i'm free for like 3 weeks before attachment except saturday coz got tennis if you wanna go out, need companion or need help ( if within my reach hor) or wanna treat me lunch or dinner ( praying for one haha) or actually we can go go out and haf dinner together. Long time neber like that liao. than call me out okie or else i'll just lie on my bed all day surfing net and play boring online games only. poor me!! sing K also can if you can stand my horrible voice haha. BORING life i lead but well thats me!!!

OKie signing off now feeling super duble tired mentally ( haf been using this word so often in my exams that i kinda hate this word already ) . well tata !!!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Erm.............

DEAD WALKING CORPSE I AM!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, August 19, 2005

Disappointing Results

JUst finish watching the Jui Dui Superstar results and its so disappointing. Both JunYang and Xin Hui lost and they were like so good and they deserve to win!!!!!!!! esp Junyang. He was so good last nite. Well its competition but they still deserve to win. I hope thoses record companies will sign them on so i can hear them sing again. THEY ARE THE BEST!!!!

Signing off haf to study for sociology liao. EXAM in 14h30mins and counting..........

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

YOU GO AND DIE!!!!!!!!!! AND GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really very upset today. I know i shouln't bother about wat some BItch say or wat and stoop to her level but just cannot take it already. I've reach too high a level of tolerence already that i think i going to break down soon. Today was the last straw already. Just because i din wanna take a charity booklet home to try to sell and din wanna donate to that bitch why must bad mouth me in front of the lecturer and half the klass. Say wat Nurses should be caring and stuff. Pls lor I not like her put my care for others in my mouth and show off and tell other ppl wat i've done. I feel that care should come from ones heart and not to show off to let other ppl see. Eveyone got a reason why they dun do certain things. By judge my just becoz i went against you. Stupid fucking bitch!!!!!!! Really wanna give you a tight slap. I just hate ppl bad mouthin me when they dun understand the situation. Wat ur parents teach you how to respect others. All i can say is that ur parents haf fail. You psycho Bitch, idiolt ass .......... Hope you get knock down by a car and stay in the hospital for 3 years till i grad. ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS HOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. No rite to even say me coz you also dun care and respect other ppl and their decision. This is also the element of the nursing care we need. Dun you study BItch........ Go and die lah and fuck OFF ............... ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...............

Now must like hear no evil See no DEVIL....................... ARGGGGGGGGGGg if no this gal in my klass we would be a peaceful and likable klass. HATE SUCH BITCH DIE YOU ASS...... DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE.......................

Monday, August 01, 2005

Happenings........

Wow long time never write any entry liao. Haf been busy. Well this week has really being hectic. Preparation of presentation one after another haiz....... Well Monday nothin really happen except haf driving lesson. No sch on that day so it was a bonus. Tuesday went to sing K with ZQ. Hehe used my that vouncher to sing free. Well it was my first time singing K so not so bad lah. Next time can go wif ZQ to sing K coz we both everytime sing out of tune and i think i sound weird man. The best part was that there was this two gals beside our room singing and they were out of tune too but they sung very loudly so it was kinda funny. I had a great time anyway thought i was like studying for my test on that day was @ 6pm later in the eveing while ZQ was singing. HAHA weird me. Wednesday had grp meeting to continue our preparation of presentation. Boy that day i had lots of up and downs. grp member offer to help out than i told her wat to do than she juz say its of no use than immediately when offline for me. Wah Lao!!! Leader somemore leh she. haiz ..... make me stay up till so late so to make the presentation better. haiz still dunno wat mark we get coz that lecturer is an idiot. Take so long to mark and love to moderate and so strict somemore haiz. ICA is meant to help us get better marks and not pull us down in our overall marks so WHY CANNOT BE MORE LENIENT!!!!!!!!! TIAN AH!!! PLS HELP US!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thursday nothing lah just sch...... Than came Friday. ZQ Bdae so in the nite we met up but everyone was like late haiz......... guess all the waiting for klass to start has made me not liking to wait for ppl. But had a great time coz we get to tok and joke around and stuff. For me it was great coz at least can be wif ppl of my age and get away from ppl younger than me who are all childish and even one sad case gal. who tinks she is the best in everything and other ppl are not as gd as her. A typical singaporean who tries to be someone she is not. Haizz........... sad case.

Well type so long stuff. anyway have to study liao. 3 or rather 2 more weeks than exams liao but i haben even touch the books yet coz of all the presentation stuff haiz i better jia you coz i dun wanna stay back for another term.

Signing oFF.........................

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Shocking news!!!!

Just now was just tokking to Wei Lun ( shermeen should know who it is bah) anyway heard some shocking news from him. Mrs Poretti our secondary 1 Lit. teacher got cancer and somemore is stage 3. Its like Wah liao why heaven so unfair to gd ppl. Mrs Pretti was like such a gd teacher and a gd person but such things haf to befall on her. Its so sad that someone i know has such disease. Last year saw her and tok to her she was like so healthy and radiant than less than a year got such an illness and its so serious. life is really so short and unpredictable. Haiz.......... hope she her illness will be in control and get well soon. Oh ya she now going through chemo so hope she can be strong coz chemo very 'xin ku' one. PLs pray for her............

Sunday, July 10, 2005

A Day Out!!!

Today first time go out on a Sunday......well is actually been a long time since i went out on a sunday coz usually Sunday is meant for me to slp in till the sun is almost down. haha!! Anyway today's shopping trip was gd coz bought 2 blouse that i really like. no more t-shirts...... yep next time i buy clothes will be from this shop named Milady at far east. This shop only sells clothes to people of my size and their rather cheap and chic looking too. Hm................. dunno if chic is the word to use here anyway oh well you guys should know wat i mean lah. mayb next time go out than i show you how the clothes look like haha. THis shop is going to be my number 1 shop to go first when shopping. Oh and thanx ZQ for accompany me today and helping mi see if the clothes look okay on me. This few days abit blur blur and cannot make up my mind on certain things haiz............ getting older liao. Oh ya today went shopping than at the shop, this salegal used to be from DSS too and she recongize ZQ and me. Actually both of us were rather shock coz i dun remember seeing her before. Anyway the best part was that she is one year younger than us but she looks so much older than us . Haiz ppl around us are changing and look diff but i still look like i still in sec sch haha. mayb is the make up bah and dress but other ppl face all look mature and diff liao even shermeen and ziyan all look mature but i still look the same as before mayb fatter only haha. Even bengi look a little mature than be4 haiz ..............dunno isit a gd thing or bad. Thinking bout it.............................. i think is gd coz than i can get student value price where ever i go HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 08, 2005

HappIe Day

Haha today very happy coz got my bioscience result. I did not get a F.................... a D.............................. but a C. Yeah though its only a C i very the happy coz i freak out during the test or getting a C is very the gd for me. Beside i dun haf bio basic as compared to my klassmates so its a gd day to celebrate haha.

Today the stupid gal cried coz she failed in her bio. but she deserve it lor coz she din even study at all so why cry if no effort is being put in and fail. I feel she juz wanna get attention. One should only cry if effort is being put in but still fail. Haiz weird people in the world. anyway my klass got a few got As but also a few who got Fs. so quite even lah. hehe after these tests shows that i not so stupid in my klass after all. Now is put in extra effort to study for my sememster exam to pull up my grades to As and Bs than i can haf a gd holiday after that. HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hectic Week

Wow this week is really hectic and frightening. I made myself so busy that i kinda regret it ........NOT!! haha. This week hardly got enough sleep and got so many programs. hehe who to blame but myself. Today er...well yesterday coz now is midnite liao is my 1027 presentation. well finally is over coz was kinda stress over it. Got weird members that only after an argument than do their work thus alot of last minute prep work to do. Well though they did it i got to redo almost everything for them so i was like doing 3 ppls work. STRESS!!! actually not lah coz i enjoy doing it. Moi is a project freak . Love to do project one. Well anyway its all over and results will be release later so hope our grp will do well. I PRAY HARD HARD!!!

Well this week also went to help out at the Blood donation drive and i made a new fren or two but since archery is going to start soon i'll meet one of them there too coz she sign up too. But it was really a conicidence coz i was just tokking bout me seeing a only a gal's name on the list before i sign up. She turn out to be that gal. Er........ dunno if you know wat i tokking about lah coz i also dunno wat i tokking about haha. sleepy liao but brain still kinda active haha.

Well beside crapping on the BDD i also recieve my sociology, clinical theory and psychology test results. Aiyo so scary coz dunno do well anot but than still okay lah. Got B- , C and B+ respectively. thought will do worst but at least still got Bs. Haha wait till my bioscience result come out than can faint coz freak out during the test which means i wun do well. Haiz anyway must JIA YOU for the sememster exam than try t get many As as possible but Bs also can lah but I still prefer As haha. Weird me. Well thats bout all this week bah. Actually wanna go out buy clothes but dunno will be too tired anot coz last week i was burn out not by tennis but by the sun. got a tan and fever and cough. This is all thanx to the SUN. haiz........

Thats bout it bah. Will update again. Oh ya! just wanna add that bitch from my klass i think got her retribution liao coz heard that her psychology and clinical din do well. her clinical got a BIG FAT 'F'. Well that day poke her nose into my conversation wif my fren than say me. Damn her man. I only saying din do well coz i wanna a A for my sociology than say that' you must make sure is an achievable grade.' Wah liao her tone arh as if look down on me like i cannot get A. that moment really feel like slapping her.

Dun tok bout her liao make me angry only. TATA will update again.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Bothering matter.......

Haiz now is 2am already but still cannot sleep coz very bothered by what happen in sch today. Well is yesterday bah (friday). tell ppl not to be bothered liao but i can't seem to console myself. Guess that I'm actually really very the pissed off bah though i say I'm ok. I'm really feeling very pissed off man.ARGGGGGGGGGGGG............ really need to fa xie man. Feel like killing that BITCH. really regret not slapping her or scold her man.

Dunno how to say lah story so long. Haiz but feeling better liao coz now tokking to shermeen. hehe thats why dun feel like writing it out.Really needed to tok to someone b4 i go crazy. I there to confort ppl but no one to confort me :( haiz life is so weird.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Skills not lost...........

Today woke up at 8am than went to sch for my tennis lessons. Was kinda excited so din really slp. Well today had a fun time but not because of the rain it would be better. Anyway I'm glad that i still haf my tennis skills wif me. Haha and boy was i worried that i would suck but glad it turn out fine. The coach even saw through me that i played be4 hehe. Din tell anyone that i could play.Today the coach even told us that there is a novice competition every year so I was thinking that i should go brush up my skills than can go join. Tennis is the first sport that i like to play coz is i choose to learn and not like last time in pri sch i join netball coz both of my best fren are also in it, though i had alot of fun hehe. Well i hope i can go play in the competition coz it would be so fun. than the most important thing is that if you from sch team than no need to pay for the lessons haha. Money saver me HAHA! Oh guess wat, haha me not the only oversize person there. there is another gal who is even bigger than me hehe but i play better than her. Saw the way she played. BOY! she needs to put in alot and i mean alot of effort to master the game coz all her techniques even teach liao still not gd. Today overall the lesson not too bad and stuff. The coach still quite acceptable. So hope that for more lessons to come i would learn more things and improve on my skills.

Tomolo can go ZQ house to download the naruto show very excited hehe. this show very nice to watch so die also must watch. You guys must also go watch KK. highly recommended By MOI!!!!!

Enough crapping liao. haiz next week all the test coming up liao and I dun seem to haf finish studying or rather like dunno if i know the stuff anot. Haiz headache lah.
'TIAN AH, QIN GEI WO HENG DUO HENG DUO SHI JIAN BAH!!!!!!'

Friday, June 24, 2005

Wat up today!!!

Haiz just now wrote my 'essay of today' but accidently click something than all gone liao. haiz now dun feel like typing how i felt just now coz now already in a different mood. Well Today or should i say yesterday coz now is 2.09am liao. Anyway yesterday went for the BDD ( blood donation drive) briefing. It was nothing much. after awhile than can go home liao haiz waste time lucky i now paying concession or waste my bus fare money hehe. Well tennis lesson is on this saturday so kinda looking forward to it. hope that coach is gd or else i surely complain and make sure i get back my money. Tokking bout tennis how come the Archery club got no news from them haiz. Hope they call soon. really wanna learn archery.

Well today never study lah coz no mood which means i today haf to study extra haha. Oh... came across this webbie and is one place that i wanna visit .........ROME!!!!!!! esp the famous trevi fountain. It looks so cool and beautiful. Wow this two words doesn't seen to match but who cares haha.

This is the famous fountain



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Love to visit this place one day. Mayb after my degree bah haha!!
Thats all for today Sayanora!!!!!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

LOng Week

Wow long time no post liao. Hehe this whole week busy wif the study of my bioscience coz so many things to study but nothing went to my brain. Today quite happy coz found a new way of studying the bioscience and will remember it so hope can finish studying it b4 the test.

This whole week rather long coz on holiday. Everyday slp at around 3-4am than wake up in the afternoon haha. better get rid of this habit or else sch reopen die liao. haha. Haiz this week also very boring coz never go out or anything except for my csc orientation and boy was it fun. ppl there are really nice and friendly and i like it haha. wekk tokking bout cca, my tennis lessons starts next saturday liao somemore must pay money haiz but want to learn so wat to do still haf to pay. Hope will haf a fun time during the lessons. but i bet all the ppl there will be all skinny freaks while i'm the only fat ass there haha. mayb after all the lessons than mayb will skim down too haha but i guess not haha. Well lucky one of my klassmate is also joining so not so bad wun be lonely.

Well thats bout it bah nothing much to write also coz everyday stay home and pass out. haha.

found this on the web. dunno if you guys read it be4 but i found it touching so here goes.........



I was born in a secluded village of a mountain. Days by days my parents plowed the yellow dry soil with their backs facing the sky. I have a younger brother, 3 years younger than me. Once, to buy a handkerchief which all girls around me seemed to have, I stole 50 cents from my father's drawer. Father known about it right away. He made my younger brother and me kneeled against the wall, with a bamboo stick in his hand. "Who stole the money?" he asked. I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Father didn't hear any of us admit, so he said, "Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!" He lifted up the bamboo stick. Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and said," Dad, I was the one who did it!" The long stick smacked on my brother's back repeatedly. Father was so angry that he kept on whipped my brother until he lost his breath. After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother, "You have learnt to steal from your own house now, what other embarrassing things you will do in the future?? You should be beaten to death! You shameless thief!" That night, mother and I hugged my brother. His body full of injuries, but he didn't shed a single tear. In the middle of the night, all of sudden I cried out loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has happened." I still hate myself for didn't have enough courage to admit what I had done. Years gone by, but the incident still looked like it just happened yesterday. I will never forget my brother's expression when he protected me. That year, my brother was 8 years old; I was 11 years old. When my brother was in his last year of his lower secondary school, he was accepted in an upper secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a province's university. That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet. I could hear him said, "Both our children have good results? very good results?" Mother wiped off her tears and sighed," What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?" At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said, "Dad, I don't want to continue my study anymore, I have read enough books." Father swung his hand and slapped brother on his face. "Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will send you two to school until you both finish your study!" And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money. I stuck out my hand as soft as I can to my brother's swollen face, and said, "A boy has to continue his study; If not, he will not be able to leave this depths of poverty." Me, on the other hand, had decided not to further my study to university. Who knows on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to the side of my bed and left a note on my pillow; "Sis, get into an university is not easy. I will go find a job and send money to you." I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice. That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old. With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed to get to the third year of my study in the university. One day, I was studying in my room, when my roommate came in and told me, "There's a villager wait for you outside!" Why is there a villager looking for me? I walked out, and saw my brother from afar, His whole body is dirty, covered by dust, cement and sands. I asked him, "Why don't you tell my roommate that you are my brother?" He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they know that I am your brother? Don't they laugh at you?" I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dusts from my brother's body. And said with a lump in my throat, " I don't care of what people say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is?" From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He wore it on me, and said, "I saw all the girls in town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one." I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried and cried. That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old. The first time I brought my boyfriend home, the broken window had been repaired. And it looked so clean inside the house. After, my boyfriend went home, I danced like a small girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you don't have to spend so many time cleaning the house!" But she said with a smile," It was your brother who went home early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He was injured while replacing the window." I went into my brother's small bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needles pricked in my heart. I put some ointment on his wound and bandaged it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him. "No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when I was working in the construction site, stones falling on my feet all the time. Even that could not stop me from working and?" In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolling down my face. That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old. After I got married, I lived in the city. Lots of time my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want. They said, once they left the village,they didn't know what to do. My brother also didn't agree, he said, "Sis, you just taking care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mom and dad here." My husband became the director of his factory. We wanted my brother to get the job as the manager in the department of maintenance. But, my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on starting to work as a reparation worker. One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital. My husband and I visited him. Looked at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, "Why did you reject to be a manager? Manager will not do something dangerous like this. Look at you now, such a serious injury. Why you didn't want to listen to us?" With a serious expression on his face, he defended on his decision, "Think of brother-in-law?he just became the director, and I almost uneducated. If I became the manager, what kind of rumors will fly around?" My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education also because of me!" "Why talking about the past?" My brother held my hand. That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer girl from the village. In his wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one you respect and love the most?" Without thinking, he answered," My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even remember. "When I was in primary school, the school was in different village. Everyday, my sister and I walked for 2 hours to go school and go home. One day, I lost one of my pair of gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She only wore one glove and walked for so far. When we got home, her hand was so trembled because of the weather that was so cold that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and be good to her." Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attentions to me. Words were so hard to come out from my mouth, "In my whole life, the one I would like to thank the most is my brother," And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears rolling down my face again. Love and care for the one you love every single days of your life. You may think what you did is just a small deed, but to that someone, it may mean a lot. May this story inspire you in any way!

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Crazy week!!

HAHA this week haf no lessons for two modules so very free and only come to sch for an hour or two only than can go home liao but kinda waste time in travelling haha. Anyway on thursday was NYP CCA orientation . Went to look around and in the end sign up for 4 CCAs haha but also haf to see timing make sure it does not overlap each other well praying hard coz i sign up for archery, tennis, shs club and community service club. well hope that the archery and tennis dun haf the same timing or else i dunno which one to choose liao coz i both ALSO WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha crazy liao. actually i also wanna join wei qi too but realy no time liao haha. My fren even laugh at me saying i can go major in CCA instead haha. so many to choose hehe.

Anyway that day was also the NYP idol finals and Germaine from my klass also took part but haha i din vote for her coz din think she was that gd coz something in her voice was missing this is wat i feel lah but at least i went to support her well did my part as a klassmate. Well Friday was the result and sadly the person i thought should win dun make it too haiz so sad coz i thought she was gd as her song was difficult to sing and she sang it so well but guess popularity is important too.

Well as from now at 1.24am MY holiday has BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!! but....................... after holiday got ICA and two very hard to study test haiz there goes my holiday. down to the drain. However, looking at the bright side, at least i no need to go sch and wake up early HAHAHA.


Well anyway b4 i go sent you guys a few WORDS OF WISDOM ...................



Generosity,Stillness,Gratitudes,
Happiness,Purity of feeling......

Are virtues of the heart.




You yourself,
As much as anybody in the entire universe,
Deserves your love and affection.


well got these from some club so well hope you guys understand it.


TIME FOR HOLIDAY!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Lousy Week!!!

Haiz this week has been bad and really bad. first, i fail my clinical lab than after that sick and now i also fail my driving test. HAIZ............... everything not going well at all. Today driving fail too terrible liao. Those turns and parking that i usually no problem at all, all got problem today. Somemore hit kerb Twice. not once but TWICE!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! haiz now haf to wait till august to take the retest haiz... another one month wait again stupid man the driving centre spent all my time waiting and spending money at their centre. They so wat man muz book 2 more revision lesson than can book test again. they really know how to earn money. Haiz another sad thing is that my new module now haf new grp members again. haiz sad is that my previous grp members dun wan me want. haiz absent on that day than new grp members liao haiz. Its like last time the presentation i help my grp to get a A than now they dun want me. haiz never mind.I'll now help my this new grp to get the highest mark possible if can a A would be nice too. Show them its their lost that they dun want me. HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! Another thing is that when i got back to sch on friday none of them even bother to tell me what happen or that there is a change in grp members till i met one of my klassmate who is now in the same grp as me on my way to sch. Haiz can really see ppl's true colours. I thought i haf seen OLD grp members colours liao but now i see even more and how BAD AND EVIL they are. Well in poly as many has said: I am all i am and no one else is important. haiz SAD WORLD.......

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Sad Day

Haiz today is my clinical lab test and i fail it coz cannot count the pulse correctly. haiz dunno where went wrong actually coz counting of pulse is easy wat. Mayb coz i feeling sick so cannot concentrate bah and also very nervous and abit lack of confident my fatal act. haiz anyway got a second chance so will continue to practise and muz pass the second time round. This also means that i haf to do real well for my theory test to make up lost marks. Hiaz hope lao tian ye will help me liao next week when i do a retest and to keep calm. Well hope this time round wif experience and better luck as in having a kind tester i will be able to pass.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Something I came across.....

Well, yesterday was my last lecture of my 1026 module so my lecturer show us this presentation which i thought it was very meaniful so hope that you guys can take a look too. Here's the webpage site...... www.theinterviewwithgod.com . Well even if you might not believe in god or dun haf a religion but what it says in the presentation is kinda true so well hope there is some enlightenment haha.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

NEW BLOG

Haiz decided to do up a new blog so after this one is done i think i might stick to this new one but see how it goes bah. mayb might even take this away instead haha anyway will try to find time to do a make over for this new blog. Should be after all my little tests bah. kinda tied up wif studying but i still not studying much coz after sch too tired to study liao. haiz some more still got driving test coming up. STRESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!