Today is the first day of the new term and i wanted to resolve the dumb conflict between that stupid gal and moi so i tried to be nice and juz like greet her hi BUT............ BUT she just gave me that wat the heck look and juz stared at me as if i got problem like that. WAT THE F***. It was just too naive of me to think that she would at least say hi or watever but boy was i wrong. She is really a crapping gal who thinks too highly of herself and she is always rite. Our problem was like over a month ago before the holiday started and she still so PETTY!!! juz becoz i din wanna take home a charity booklet from the lecturer to sell it or buy a ticket from her. I have my reasons why i din wanna take the booklet home. Its like no point in giving it to me coz my social of frens are like so small, it was exam period, i only shuttle from sch and home everyday who am i going to sell to. going to the neighbours is illegal so who to sell to. So wat is the point of taking one home is i cannot sell any which makes no sense coz selling the tickets are to raise money to help the charity organization. Sometime i really wonder wat goes inside her pea brain. Its like really fustrating coz i already 'di sheng xia qi' to break the ice but that gal is juz too petty over a matter like that. Somemore i dun 'di sheng xia qi' to ppl one coz i never regret certain actions i do esp when it comes to standing up for myself and believing in myself that i'm doing the rite things. She bad mouth me infront of the stupid lecturer i already dun care why can't she just be more understanding and open-minded. Thats why i really hate gals. Gals are like so petty, their empty vessels that makes alot of noise, most are BIMBOS, why can't they be more upfront and deal problems face to face and solve it instead of i hate you and u hate me like kindergarden sch kids. haiz........... i wonder.
Well I swear that i'm not going to bother bout her anymore in my life even if she going to die. well mayb juz save her even if she going to die and just leave her aside bah. watever happens to her is none of my business and wun let ppl like her affect me coz not worth it. I've already made the move but since she is so 'small hearted' than is none of my business, at least i've tried. If she ever haf problems, let all of her pretencious frens help her. I dun wanna be pretencious infront of anyone anymore coz i wanna be who i am. the one who can protect myself from all kinds of harm. Even if ppl all stay away from me just becoz i offended their silly fren, coz they believe in the rumours that gal start than i'll juz accept it coz at least i'm happy and i still haf my china frens and sui chan and of course ZQ, Bengi and Shermeen who accept me for who i am even they all know i got a weird temper though i haf already mild it down alot that is almost to none already haha. wat bullshit!! i think its time to erupt it to certain ppl already. Haiz also dunno if can do that coz i now haf this thing in me that i cannot hurt other ppl or else i will feel bad bout it even if that person deserve it. haiz so 'fan'
Wat a feeling to start a new term. I see so many 17 yrs old kids but why only my klass ppl are so 'different' that i cannot get along with them at all. but i have no problem with the rest!!!!!!!! can someone tell me why???? i really wanna know why??? and why all the acting????? Dun they feel tired ????? or do i haf a problem?????
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