can't slp

Can't Sleep


Damn IT!!!!!!!! its almost 2am but i still so wide awake. Guess wat i haf to wake up at 6am somemore. Guess i would be slping in lectures again haha!!!!!!!! haiz....... This whole week feeling so sianz and i think i hafing a drastic mood swing problem liao or i guess its actually i facing a problem that i dunno how to tell that person wahaha!!!!!! I guess i need a change of environment already or else i might just go mad!!!!!! AND I REALLY MEAN MAD!!!!!!!! Lucky yesterday zq saw mi during lunch and came over to tok or else i think i might haf gone mad rite after lunch break haha!!!!!! sound so serious but i think it is bah coz going crazy is serious haha!!!!!! I think i sound crazy too !!!!!!! CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY!!!!!!!!! i think i really going crazy!!!! i guess trying to protect myself too much and by having so many secrets is a bad thing afterall!!!!!!! its like cannot say this say that and its so troublesome hafing to think so much b4 you open ur mouth!!!!!!!! haiz really sianz lah so thats why we are having a update rite now to pour out all my problems haha!!!!!!!!! SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ the most sianz is that i can't contactthe person in charge of my VTP allowance. how can they shortchange me!!!!!! I work hard during VTP so cannot gif me stupid reasons to shortchange me i will fight back for it wahaha!!!!!!!!! Another sianz thing is that haiz this month i seem to be spending too much liao haha and i got some stuff i wanna buy too haha!!!!!!!!! and so many ppl BDAE!!!!!! mayb i should not bother bout their bdae haha afterall they din bother with mine !!!!!!!!! haha sound so xiao qi but who cares!!!!!!!! OK something interesting yest happen which is zq told me that her fren was so sad for one whole day coz i online scold her biased, shallowminded and ask her not to bullshit haha ( go read zq msn blog on her nafa. i made a comment.) Anyway it was so funny!!!!!!! Well i find it funny!!!!!!! OKay that was the joke of the day !!!!!!!!! Recently i began to really like 183 club haha think must be coz of their song in Ai Qing Mo FA SHi its damn nice lor!!!!! its super nice wahaha!!!! love it !!!!!!!! anyway the show is bloody nice too lor haha!!!!!! every week can;t wait for sunday so can dl the show!!!!!!!!!! and ming dao so handsome and shao wei too in that show haha!!! so cool looking !!!!!!!!!! i think i going to find their poster and take done the wilber and shang wei poster that is on my wall now haha!!!!!!! But i still like he junxiang best !!!!!!!!! Anyway hope taiwan would show more gd shows like devil beside you and ai qing mo fa shi. really nice lor and i totally love it!!!!!!! i think i crazy liao coz never leave paragraph haha!!!!! who cares!!!!!! crazy ppl do crazy things!!!!!!!!! haiz next week need to really start practising my clinicla skills already coz week 7 got skill and theory test. Second yr really very hard lor actaully is like i dun get wat is going on in klass or mayb coz most of the time i'm slping haha but the lecturers are really boring. i haf already gone to the extend of listening to the ragio and slp and listening to the lecture tok all at the same time haha!!!!!!!!! doing 3 things at the same time haha!!!!!! i must be crazy!!!!!!! i guess this entry must be long enough liao haha just the whole week haha !!!!!!!!! or mayb till i'm feeling sianz or cannot slp or crazy again than wil update to crap all day long again!!!!! till then!!!!!!! and i still can't slp!!!!