Today is the day of tears flowing and flowing for me even as i type this now. Really very very upset when i heard the news. i try not to let my tears flow but i still canot control it. Wanted to be strong and still i can't. Life is so bloody unfair to gd people. Why is it only good things happen to bad ppl and gd ppl have to endure all the shit. Really a shitty day. I hope that person go and die and get knowck down by everything on earth and space and everything and everything.
I'm really not a emotionally strong person at all. Mum ask me not to cope everything but deep down i juz can't really tell her how i feel coz i dun want her to worry at all. This shit has been going on and on for 4-5 years already. Being trying to be strong and stuff but i at times when think bout it i really cannot make it at all. Need to tok to someone but i can't coz i dun want pity or even ppl looking down or looking with those kind of stares. Really very frustrating and upset.
Now can only wish time pass fast so it will be a new start, a fresh start. A new beginning, A new chapter in life.
I really really hope that all these shit did not happen at all. I really cannot handle it at all. I might just go thru a emotional breakdown soon. I really want to cry my heart out now.......
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