Sick........

Yesterday had to take panadol before i could sleep. I've been so worried and tired out from all the drving lessons after long hours of school that i finaly broke down feeling sick last nite. Today in klass i could not even concentrate and was like sleeping in lectures. mental and emotional breakdown. This tiredness was worst than attachment. it was like 50% worst. I totally break down after i came home from sch. just had to sleep.

Actually still cannot believe i actually pass. After failing twice i was on the verge of giving up trying already. Guess i put too much pressure on myself. Everytime i fail i dunno how to face my parents coz the fees are so high and failing means more money have to go out to the driving center. STRESS!!! but its all over already.

When any interesting happened today........... erm......... nothing much beside one of my klassmate got scolded by one of the lecturer looking at a photo in her klass. yeah my klassmate was wrong to look at the photo during klass but i guess the lecturer din handle the problem rationally still treating is like little kids. not gifing us face at all by scolding her in front of the whole lecture grp of 100 over ppl. We ain't kids anymore!!

Today i realize that the germaine ( that stupid gal) has a totally wrong concept of nursing in terms of patients dying. Our lecturer was tokking bout her experience bout how she counsel one student bout seeing patient dying coz it seem that this particular student was very upset over it. Well this lecturer( btw its the same lecturer i'm tokking bout above) commented that after the patient die, wat we nurses can do is by showing the'body' respect, clean up and dress the person properly so that the family and take a last good look at their loved one. This i totally agree with her coz we cannot control the death of anyone so we should do our best to help them look gd so as to gif the family members a piece of mind that he/she has gone away in peace. But that germaine was like this lecturer was bullshitting and stuff. She think she is god arh can control ppl birth and death meh. sometime i'm so amuse how she thinks and look at stuff. So childish and not rational at all. or mayb i've a totally different frequency on how 17yrs old teenagers look at stuff. Although i dun like her but she is so entertaining that it just so fun to watch how she handle problems and stuff. Haha sound so mean!!

Well its a long entry today. juz took medicine so dozing off soon!!!! take care ppl!! next time drive you guys around but muz sign a form that if anything happen i dun haf to be responsible for anything haha!!!!!! me can be a dangerous drive at times so beware and ride at your own risk!!!