Saturday, September 02, 2006

chapter closed

ONe week attachment over and 4 more weeks to go. Went back to the same ward as my first attachment. New faces and old faces seen. At least my enjoying myself there again. The best thing is that the doctors now are much better and friendlier to approach as compared to the past.

Wrote one long entry last week but i took it out coz after thinking bout it it was like no point of posting such things up already. If being friends for so long but there is no mutual understanding in this relationship than no point already. If being percieved as dun care bout a person is just all bout this kind of things than i guess the relationship was not there at all. If everything is only an excuse just because of ' its all bout me who is important' thinking than so be it bah. Excuses are only finding a reason to get out of something. but if really got something and its still percieved as excuses than let it be bah. Too tired of such games already. Lessons learned, true colours seen all these things said are rather true. It has only show how much each and everyone of us and grown and learn how to see things differently. Guess some has grown up and some just stayed on. Guess wat each of us has gone through these few yrs that each of us none knew bout it is starting to show too bah. Classic reasons given bout how other ppl care makes me wanna laugh. How feelings are hurt, hurt me too but got out of it fast, realizing how strong relationships are make me feel how naive i was. Guess this is also all part of growing up.


~~~~Chapter officially close~~~~~


Going to enjoy my attachment at AH this time round and learn more stuff to make sure i'm more competent than yr 1.

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