Last day of 2005!!!

OKay i juz read back wat i wrote in my previous entry and i was like 'OMG wat the hack was i blahhing about?????' All those whinning and stuff phew!!!!

Ok wat did i do this whole 1 year. In Jan, Feb and March, i was busy writing letters (which applies to apeal letters too) to apply to study phsiotherapy. At the same time i opt to go study nursing too thinking that if i cannot get into physio than at least i haf a back up. Well studying nursing can also be my stepping stone into studying phsio. Beside settling my education stuff i also went to take driving lessons. In March alone i completed bout 4/5 of whole course coz i almost everyday also go for lessons. HOwever only in Nov did i get my driving license after failing for 2 times. finally pass in the 3rd attempt.

April was the beginning of the nursing course which meant my apeal failed. sad sia!!! Anyway during orientation there was tis gal who walk towards me and asked if where we were waiting is the venue for the orientation. Well its fated coz later i got to know her in my 1st attachment. drum roll..................... ying ying is the gal i was tokking about. haha

So after that nothing much happen in the later part of the year except for cat fights in my klass, ppl trying to test my limit of tolerance etc. So drama sia!!!!!!!!!! Beside that i sign up for CSC and tennis so is like very sat go for tenis thats why so dark and tan liao haha!!! and also went for volunteer work like going to old folks home and help out in the BDD ( blood donation drive). Thought not much but its a start to wat i wanna do.

Well wat i can say the best part of tis year was attachment. Wirking in the hospital is so diff from wat we read from books, learn from books, watch from tv shows. From the attachment i learned more bout myself being able to do all those stuff that i thought i could not do. I even face difficulties cause by unreasonable patient. I was really upset with wat he did, badmouthing me infront of everybody just because he was in a bad mood when i go take his readings. Really suppress alot of feelings at that time till my lecturer came to tok to me.

Really glad my lecturer and the ward sister whom my lecturer tok to regaring the incident din blame me and understand the situation. I was told not to take it too harshly coz this kind of things do happen and just haf to take it easy. Te only gd thing that came out from this incident was that next time i wun be so piss off by such things already coz got experience liao hahaha!!!
MOst importantly is i do my job well and rite than there is no chance for other to blame me or try to harm me coz i din everything my rules and regulations and am answerable to myself.

Last thing bout the attachment was of course the new frens i made. Actually its nice making new frens than when all free, all can go out and just chill out haha!!!

This year also nothing happening. The diff this yr from other yrs is that i went to sing K with frens. this is something i never do in previous yrs. All this must thank Lin Jun Jie. you know why????????? coz his album gave free voucher to sing at K so dun waste haha. thats when i started going to K box. Wahaha wat a lame reason !!!!!!!! Actually i like to sing but i can only sing quite ok when alone. even i know the song and tune but if got toher ppl i tend to just sing out of tune somehow. haha some kind of weird phobia.

The last thing that happen to moi in tis yr would be me liking this guy bah. HAHA!!!!!!!! Sound so werid. First time really liking someone. BAd part is that he has someone he like already and of course my Zi Bei Gan plays a part too haha!!! I can face everything bravely and stuff but when it comes to this kind of thingie, my Zi Bei Gan super powerful. No confidence like shit!!!! HAHA!!!!!!!! Gan Qing Ze Zhong Shi Hai Zhen Fan Leh!!!!

Guess this last day of 2005 would be spending it like any other day liao coz outside would be too crowded for me to go watch the fireworks. I really wanna go watch fireworks. So big liao but never once seen fireworks live only on tv. haiz........ Even if wanna go despite the crowds, no one also want to go with moi.

Siging off by lonely gal with a lonely heart with a tear to say good bye to 2005..........


P.S i'm really getting very crappy and emotional and ..................... i also dunno