Today only had one hour of lecture that why now so early at home slacking. Next week is the start of my 2 weeks holiday so guess i have one whole list of things to do. Let me see......
1) Do my 1000 Word english essay.
2) Remb to go for my Hep B injection
3) CLean up my room
4) Do abit of revision
5) Go out, go Out and go out but no body call me out or fly my aeroplane :(
6) learn to play a song or 2 on the piano. ( hope my skills not too rusty)
7) Slp more and just stay in lala land coz dun feel there's any hope in this world liao haha
8) buy shoes for attachment
Guess thats bout it bah. THINGS TO DO LIST!!!
Well just recieve sms from shermeen that she cannot make it to tonite's dinner so Bengi and I cancel the whole thing and decide next week than go. Haiz Everytime i call them out than all last minute tell me cannot go. Never seems to at least once i call them out than all can come out. Everytime ppl fly my aeroplane. Haiz really wanna go out!!!!!!! Guess destine to be alone.
Last nite was watching tv than suddenly this thought juz flash across my mind. I practically haf no life at all. Everyday is such a routine since 3 yrs ago. 1st yr: work than go home, work than go home. 2nd yr: sch than home sch than home. 3rd yr(this yr): sch then home, sch than home. Nothing interesting has happen in my life, no miracle or surprise has ever happen to me. Its already the end of the year but i still leading a a so call 'floating life' bah. So far the only 'happening' thing that happen was my attachment but after that nothing. Such a sad case.
Everyone around me all got something happening around them. whether isit gd or bad but they haf something to focus on and look forward to. HOwever i dun seem to haf anything to look forward at all. well mayb only my exam results bah. wat a joke!!! 2 more weeks to 2006 liao, i hope something there is at least something in 2005 to remember.
Mental status: very very very tired
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