Just saw my fren blog and come to know his grandmother passed away. After reading it memories just came flashing back. 4 yrs ago my grandmother also passed away and i would never ever forget that day. It was also the day i really start to hate that Raja. Coz of his stupid die also must go tutorial i would haf at least seen the last of my grandmother. I was already prepared to go to the hospital on that day than he suddenly drop the bomb that all must stay back for lessons.
Remembered ever since the funeral, i everynite cry myself to sleep for a few months. everytime alone doing nothing than will start to cry. was really sad. till i got to tell myself to snap out of it. Was really close to my grandmother. I could tell her anything under the sun. things that i dun even tell my mum i can tell her. After she was gone, i got no one to really tok to liao. Things that can't be said are all kept in a big corner of my heart. Thinking back it was really a hard time for me. In front of others haf to put on a false front as if i'm ok but actually i'm not. haiz.... that year when anyone tok bout grangmothers i would be like crying away. even that yr when taking O level oral one question was about grandparents, i was like tearing and answering the question. I muz had scared those testers.
Anyway hope my fren will take it easy as time do really heal all wounds but a scare would be there so as not to forget this special person that was once a part of our life.
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