Saturday, June 25, 2005

Skills not lost...........

Today woke up at 8am than went to sch for my tennis lessons. Was kinda excited so din really slp. Well today had a fun time but not because of the rain it would be better. Anyway I'm glad that i still haf my tennis skills wif me. Haha and boy was i worried that i would suck but glad it turn out fine. The coach even saw through me that i played be4 hehe. Din tell anyone that i could play.Today the coach even told us that there is a novice competition every year so I was thinking that i should go brush up my skills than can go join. Tennis is the first sport that i like to play coz is i choose to learn and not like last time in pri sch i join netball coz both of my best fren are also in it, though i had alot of fun hehe. Well i hope i can go play in the competition coz it would be so fun. than the most important thing is that if you from sch team than no need to pay for the lessons haha. Money saver me HAHA! Oh guess wat, haha me not the only oversize person there. there is another gal who is even bigger than me hehe but i play better than her. Saw the way she played. BOY! she needs to put in alot and i mean alot of effort to master the game coz all her techniques even teach liao still not gd. Today overall the lesson not too bad and stuff. The coach still quite acceptable. So hope that for more lessons to come i would learn more things and improve on my skills.

Tomolo can go ZQ house to download the naruto show very excited hehe. this show very nice to watch so die also must watch. You guys must also go watch KK. highly recommended By MOI!!!!!

Enough crapping liao. haiz next week all the test coming up liao and I dun seem to haf finish studying or rather like dunno if i know the stuff anot. Haiz headache lah.
'TIAN AH, QIN GEI WO HENG DUO HENG DUO SHI JIAN BAH!!!!!!'

Friday, June 24, 2005

Wat up today!!!

Haiz just now wrote my 'essay of today' but accidently click something than all gone liao. haiz now dun feel like typing how i felt just now coz now already in a different mood. Well Today or should i say yesterday coz now is 2.09am liao. Anyway yesterday went for the BDD ( blood donation drive) briefing. It was nothing much. after awhile than can go home liao haiz waste time lucky i now paying concession or waste my bus fare money hehe. Well tennis lesson is on this saturday so kinda looking forward to it. hope that coach is gd or else i surely complain and make sure i get back my money. Tokking bout tennis how come the Archery club got no news from them haiz. Hope they call soon. really wanna learn archery.

Well today never study lah coz no mood which means i today haf to study extra haha. Oh... came across this webbie and is one place that i wanna visit .........ROME!!!!!!! esp the famous trevi fountain. It looks so cool and beautiful. Wow this two words doesn't seen to match but who cares haha.

This is the famous fountain



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Love to visit this place one day. Mayb after my degree bah haha!!
Thats all for today Sayanora!!!!!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

LOng Week

Wow long time no post liao. Hehe this whole week busy wif the study of my bioscience coz so many things to study but nothing went to my brain. Today quite happy coz found a new way of studying the bioscience and will remember it so hope can finish studying it b4 the test.

This whole week rather long coz on holiday. Everyday slp at around 3-4am than wake up in the afternoon haha. better get rid of this habit or else sch reopen die liao. haha. Haiz this week also very boring coz never go out or anything except for my csc orientation and boy was it fun. ppl there are really nice and friendly and i like it haha. wekk tokking bout cca, my tennis lessons starts next saturday liao somemore must pay money haiz but want to learn so wat to do still haf to pay. Hope will haf a fun time during the lessons. but i bet all the ppl there will be all skinny freaks while i'm the only fat ass there haha. mayb after all the lessons than mayb will skim down too haha but i guess not haha. Well lucky one of my klassmate is also joining so not so bad wun be lonely.

Well thats bout it bah nothing much to write also coz everyday stay home and pass out. haha.

found this on the web. dunno if you guys read it be4 but i found it touching so here goes.........



I was born in a secluded village of a mountain. Days by days my parents plowed the yellow dry soil with their backs facing the sky. I have a younger brother, 3 years younger than me. Once, to buy a handkerchief which all girls around me seemed to have, I stole 50 cents from my father's drawer. Father known about it right away. He made my younger brother and me kneeled against the wall, with a bamboo stick in his hand. "Who stole the money?" he asked. I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Father didn't hear any of us admit, so he said, "Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!" He lifted up the bamboo stick. Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and said," Dad, I was the one who did it!" The long stick smacked on my brother's back repeatedly. Father was so angry that he kept on whipped my brother until he lost his breath. After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother, "You have learnt to steal from your own house now, what other embarrassing things you will do in the future?? You should be beaten to death! You shameless thief!" That night, mother and I hugged my brother. His body full of injuries, but he didn't shed a single tear. In the middle of the night, all of sudden I cried out loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has happened." I still hate myself for didn't have enough courage to admit what I had done. Years gone by, but the incident still looked like it just happened yesterday. I will never forget my brother's expression when he protected me. That year, my brother was 8 years old; I was 11 years old. When my brother was in his last year of his lower secondary school, he was accepted in an upper secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a province's university. That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet. I could hear him said, "Both our children have good results? very good results?" Mother wiped off her tears and sighed," What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?" At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said, "Dad, I don't want to continue my study anymore, I have read enough books." Father swung his hand and slapped brother on his face. "Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will send you two to school until you both finish your study!" And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money. I stuck out my hand as soft as I can to my brother's swollen face, and said, "A boy has to continue his study; If not, he will not be able to leave this depths of poverty." Me, on the other hand, had decided not to further my study to university. Who knows on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to the side of my bed and left a note on my pillow; "Sis, get into an university is not easy. I will go find a job and send money to you." I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice. That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old. With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed to get to the third year of my study in the university. One day, I was studying in my room, when my roommate came in and told me, "There's a villager wait for you outside!" Why is there a villager looking for me? I walked out, and saw my brother from afar, His whole body is dirty, covered by dust, cement and sands. I asked him, "Why don't you tell my roommate that you are my brother?" He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they know that I am your brother? Don't they laugh at you?" I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dusts from my brother's body. And said with a lump in my throat, " I don't care of what people say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is?" From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He wore it on me, and said, "I saw all the girls in town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one." I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried and cried. That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old. The first time I brought my boyfriend home, the broken window had been repaired. And it looked so clean inside the house. After, my boyfriend went home, I danced like a small girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you don't have to spend so many time cleaning the house!" But she said with a smile," It was your brother who went home early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He was injured while replacing the window." I went into my brother's small bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needles pricked in my heart. I put some ointment on his wound and bandaged it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him. "No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when I was working in the construction site, stones falling on my feet all the time. Even that could not stop me from working and?" In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolling down my face. That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old. After I got married, I lived in the city. Lots of time my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want. They said, once they left the village,they didn't know what to do. My brother also didn't agree, he said, "Sis, you just taking care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mom and dad here." My husband became the director of his factory. We wanted my brother to get the job as the manager in the department of maintenance. But, my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on starting to work as a reparation worker. One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital. My husband and I visited him. Looked at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, "Why did you reject to be a manager? Manager will not do something dangerous like this. Look at you now, such a serious injury. Why you didn't want to listen to us?" With a serious expression on his face, he defended on his decision, "Think of brother-in-law?he just became the director, and I almost uneducated. If I became the manager, what kind of rumors will fly around?" My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education also because of me!" "Why talking about the past?" My brother held my hand. That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer girl from the village. In his wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one you respect and love the most?" Without thinking, he answered," My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even remember. "When I was in primary school, the school was in different village. Everyday, my sister and I walked for 2 hours to go school and go home. One day, I lost one of my pair of gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She only wore one glove and walked for so far. When we got home, her hand was so trembled because of the weather that was so cold that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and be good to her." Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attentions to me. Words were so hard to come out from my mouth, "In my whole life, the one I would like to thank the most is my brother," And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears rolling down my face again. Love and care for the one you love every single days of your life. You may think what you did is just a small deed, but to that someone, it may mean a lot. May this story inspire you in any way!

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Crazy week!!

HAHA this week haf no lessons for two modules so very free and only come to sch for an hour or two only than can go home liao but kinda waste time in travelling haha. Anyway on thursday was NYP CCA orientation . Went to look around and in the end sign up for 4 CCAs haha but also haf to see timing make sure it does not overlap each other well praying hard coz i sign up for archery, tennis, shs club and community service club. well hope that the archery and tennis dun haf the same timing or else i dunno which one to choose liao coz i both ALSO WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha crazy liao. actually i also wanna join wei qi too but realy no time liao haha. My fren even laugh at me saying i can go major in CCA instead haha. so many to choose hehe.

Anyway that day was also the NYP idol finals and Germaine from my klass also took part but haha i din vote for her coz din think she was that gd coz something in her voice was missing this is wat i feel lah but at least i went to support her well did my part as a klassmate. Well Friday was the result and sadly the person i thought should win dun make it too haiz so sad coz i thought she was gd as her song was difficult to sing and she sang it so well but guess popularity is important too.

Well as from now at 1.24am MY holiday has BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!! but....................... after holiday got ICA and two very hard to study test haiz there goes my holiday. down to the drain. However, looking at the bright side, at least i no need to go sch and wake up early HAHAHA.


Well anyway b4 i go sent you guys a few WORDS OF WISDOM ...................



Generosity,Stillness,Gratitudes,
Happiness,Purity of feeling......

Are virtues of the heart.




You yourself,
As much as anybody in the entire universe,
Deserves your love and affection.


well got these from some club so well hope you guys understand it.


TIME FOR HOLIDAY!!!!!!!