Tuesday, January 31, 2006

k box

Chu San k box outing


Today is the third day of CNY so bengi and i went to hitler's house to bai nian. Long time never go her place liao. Her sister to tall and big already. Kids all grow up so fast. This means i'm getting older too :( but......... i still dun look like my age so its a bonus haha..........



So anyway three of us went to k box. Too bad this time ZQ cannot come along. Anyway today K lunch was cheaper than K nite though both are priced $9+++. weird. K lunch was more worth it lah coz got lunch mah WAHAHA!!!!!!


picture time.....


Engross singing.....



Next Song pls.......



When will it be MINE turn???



Finally........ Sheng Qing de
zai chang ge.



FOOD.........




Bengi and I had the same set.
This one is almost eaten
already than take one.




So after K, we went to take neoprint. HAHA ZQ not around we never take together. She miss her chance again. ZQ......NEXT TIME then we all take togther okie. Its been long since i last took neoprint wif bengi they all.. Thought the effects not as gd as the last time i took we my attachment frens but i still i like it haha........ P.S next time we choose a better machine wif more effects and more choices.






























Surprise!!!!!!! video of bengi singing haha. Hope u dun mind me putting it up..... if it bothers you than sms me i will take it down ASAP. Here's the link...



Sunday, January 29, 2006

cny

Chinese New Year

Now is bout 120am and its Chinese New Yr. Juz now went out to BP wif Bengi and ZQ to tok tok. Wanted to go starbucks but it was close. Lucky Mac was open. So in the end we sat for bout 3hrs there tokking and crapping.

Yst went to Chinatown after work. Lucky it was not so crowded. Saw many ppl Q-ing for Bak Gua as usual. Ppl buying those goodies and those mix and match sweets. HEHE i bought some too. spent bout 3 bucks on it. I somemore already pick the stall seeling the cheapest one.




The crowd.... Many ppl were
taking pictures and so was I.




Wanted to take more but i
was kinda tired from work
so went home first. Next yr
still got chance



Wish Everyone A happy Lunar New Year and everything will go smoothly!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 28, 2006

update....

UPDATES.......


One week finally pass. Been having attachment and boy was it tiring. Everyday go home slp only. there is no way i can study for exams liao. Look like i have to crash course during the 4 days study break. Why 4 days??? coz friday i have a paper. the sch really so stingy. cannot gif us one whole week or two to study. Attachment very tiring leh somemore not enough time to study. like that how to pass. Must feedback during the evaluation. HAHA.

Got so many stories to tell but cannot say anything coz haf to protect the patients. But wif my big mouth, i will sooner or later will start tokking bout it. But must remb to say Patient X like this and like that............. haha!!!

Thursday and Friday went to health promotion board to do sch health service so it was abit relax and sit most of the time haha. my poor legs. the veins are all coming out again. Anyway i went to Jurong Pri Sch. din go to sec sch coz of chinese new yr. Half day in sch. In the end, we juz sat in the HPB lecture hall for half a day and went to their clinic for bout 1 and a half hour. so shiok!!!


Here are the pictures i took at Jurong Pri Sch















Their building look like HDB flats
Dun you agree. Nice surroundings
though!!!

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Fren house

Visit to Fren House...

Today went to Sui chan's house ( the aunty from my klass) together wif the gals from china. Qiao Qiao, Su Duan, Guo Ai, Chen Juan and Ya fang. Estelle was suppose to be there too but she last minute got something so not there. Anyway let the pictures do the tokking.





Singing K

Qiao Qiao the one holding the
mike was so cute when she
was singing.


Taking a break from singing


Ya Fang and Chen Juan
enjoying themselves


The gals took the chance to
use the internet to chat with
their frens and some guy
from china haha


This is the guy from china.
Pic not clear somemore wif
lines dunno why like that



Grp chatting with the guy.
Mind you were having a
teleconference tok.
Guo Ai even said that
the guy is a lucky coz got
4 of them tokking to him.
haha!!


Another picture of him.
( he not bad looking leh when
i saw his pic on the web cam)
He look better when he was
smiling . ok.... too much crap
on a stranger all the way
from china.


grp pic

Saturday, January 21, 2006

pics in my hp

Pictures in my hp



studying for bio ICA last month.
use so many bks to juz study one
module 3 chapters.



little children listening to teacher
telling stories haha!!! tis is during
clinical lab session. my grp were
the outcast coz we were busy
preparing for ICA. Took tis pic when
we were done.



3 of my grp members out of 7 of us.
best sub- grp i ever had!!!!

these were taken during tennis today


this was taken while waiting
for my turn. like this pic best
coz it looks natural with the
guys walking pass. din had the
intention to include them in the
pic.


All the miss balls

Action taking place.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

New blogskin

HAHA i love this blog skin coz got he jun xiang. Took some time to do it coz not very familiar with the codes so haf to take some time too see where to put wat. blogskin.com not bad. next time i can see wat nice ones they haf than can change new one. Sonce now cannot upload songs to bloggie so guess new entertainment is to find new skins and change it often haha.

Shermeen its easy to do leh so many you should give it a try. just can to see properly where to put the codes can already but muz remb to save the old codes first before editing it. juz in case in din work out and stuff.

Time to slp now byebye........

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

long day

Wah today in sch did nothing but wait for time to pass by. So many hours of breaks in between one lecture. So sian. In the end i did the same thing which is to slp to pass time. Today really slp very long and deep. So Shiok!!!

Nothing much happen today till it was time to go home. Oh well that bitch did it again by screaming around scolding ppl for no reason just coz Alvin from my klass laugh while eveyln was trying to figure out a questions with the lecturer during tutorial. Its like wat is the problem wif her. she can tok and make all the noise while others are asking a question or giving a presentation how come others cannot. some more that laugh is a soft that i din even hear it. i tink that gal must go see doctor liao. today i make some comment to myself than she heard it and start starring at me. WTF i relly feel like telling her off. mayb i should juz do that. no more controlling my temper when it comes to her. Dun let her tink i dun answer or argue wif her means i scare of her. must teach her a lesson.

Enough of stupid matters. Anyway today accompany my fren estelle to wait for her fren kevin. an Ex colleague of estelle. Anyway both of them are malaysians for info which i dunno why haha. just want to say it. Estelle fren look really familiar. like see him dunno from where haha. just can't place him. or mayb his features look like someone else i see before. Quite freindly and tokkable but me anti social as usual so din tok much haha. Oh ya he not bad looking too haha need to say this but he so fair. he is like a cloud whereas me and estelle are like dark clouds going to rain soon. haha wat a funny way to explain. guess thats bout it for today. nothing much going on.

Attachment coming soon arh................................. there goes my beauty slp for 3 weeks!!!

Thursday, January 12, 2006

help..............

I'm suppose to be memorizing my stuff for ICA later in the morning but too many things wanna say. TOday on my way to sch saw this incident that i dunno whether to cry to laugh at young ppl nowadays.

In MRT train one carriage would haf bout 3 long row of seats and 2 short row seats at each end. Ok i was like sitting way at the end and this incident happened in the centre where the long rows are. There was this blind guy who entered the train. Obviously he was blind so he cannot see if there are any seats anot ( at the moment there wasn't for ur info). So as the train door closes, this old man bout 60-70 yrs bah gave up his seat and help this blind guy to his seat. And All those young ppl just keep staring at them. These youngsters if dun wanna help than at least dun keep on starring at them. Its so rude. NOwadays ppl just dun give up their seats when they see old ppl or parents with babies and ppl who needs the seat more.

Say other ppl i actually also like that haha!!! i only dun give up my seat if i'm like slping on the train, after attachment, or carrying my super heavy bag and laptop and feeling sick.

Actually got alot of things to say but suddenly not in the mood liao. So fan. I suddenly got to 'zhen li' my feelings again. Suddenly facing so many diff kind of problems than i feel so sianz already with life.


HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 06, 2006

mind in confusion

Damn!!! my mind is now in a 'wat to do' state. Went to see my lecture mentor bout the physiotherapy course. Okay so its die also need A level to get in. I'm now having a mix feelings. At one point i wana finish my nursing course since i've already started it at the other point i dunno where should i continue after getting my diploma. Should i take the A level as a private student anot. THis means i have to study for both "A" and dip. I question myself if can i really handle both anot coz i dun wanna be disappointed again. I've already wasted 2 yrs of my life and i dun wanna waste it anymore.

HOnestly i dunn if i can cope. My nursing now average scores are Bs only than if i take the 'A' would my grades drop that i in the end fail both. Really duno wat to do. Looking at another point, if i forget all bout the physio thingie and concentrate on my nursing, where can i go after that. JUst read on SIM webbie that their part time degree course is 2 yrs and somemore is need to haf at least bout 1-2 yrs experience than take you in. So i guess it leaves with me going to NUS for the degree course is more worth it. but i haben read the crititra such yet so dunno if they take in freash grad in diploma.

Thought of being a paramedic but after u join the civil denfence, u will haf to go through a 2.5yrs course thought u get paid while doing it i think. Though this job is really challenging but i wonder if i can really cope with it anot. But beside being a paramedic i dun really know wat else i can do coz i not really interested in working in a ward. Its not as appealing as being a paramedic. Wat other jobs can i hold that is associated with nursing??? Teaching?? not really my cup of tea. Or should i change course when i enter uni??? There is a few courses that accepts all diplomas but they are mostly the studey of languages or behaviour science. And that means it links back to being in the teaching profession.

Another way of me being able to study physio is going overseas coz they haf a foundation course which one can do before starting the degree course but all these need money and now i cannot afford such thing though its said by my fren that you can study and work part time as a nurse. Overseas pays alot but i still cannot afford the sch fees there and accomodations and stuff. This is the time how i wish a million dollars would be bestow on me. I not greedy, a million bucks would do.

I guess i'm feeling this way coz my little hope of being a physiotherapist has been broken and i dunno wat to do already. The main idea of me joining nursing is so that there is a stepping stone for me to make a head start but guess it does not work that way coz its reality we are tokking esp in singapore. Paper qualification is still very important. Only with gd grades can it get you to where you wanna be.

Thinking back, ppl in m klass all joined nursing coz they wanna be a nurse. They haf a goal that they want but my goal is different from them rite from the start. I guess this is where i lose out to them. Yeah i may get better grades than some of them but at least they are happy with wat they are doing but as for me everything is i'm okay doing it only. The passion is not there.

During the talk, my lecturer also told me that ppl's piorities do changes as one gets older. After that he started to tok funny. Saying that when i reach 24, 25 i would wanna get marry. haf a family and stuff and i was like OMG!!! I wanted to rebuke him saying as if anyone wants me HAHA!!! he was hurting my sore point man!!!

Should i just give up on being a physio and continue being a nurse or should i take the risk by taking the 'A' level?????

Monday, January 02, 2006

First post of the yr ( very long)

Juz updated to another new song for the new yr haha!! I should be changing quite often if free coz recently got a few songs i like mainly coz it reflects to how i'm feeling or other that the song is really gd in terms of singing,tune and lyrics.

Well i would say that Shan Hu Hai is the best song in 2005 in my opinion. I really love this song. lyrics is also very different from others that we haf seen in these few yrs. Well mayb there are better songs but i did not haf the chance to come across it so i guess Shan Hu Hai is the best one in 2005. Well there are also many other songs i like but it cannot be place in 1st place haha.

Well the background song you guys are listening to now is from this hk serial titled ' the last breakthrough'. If you haf scv than you should know wat show i'm tokking about. This show is about a grp of healthcare workers doing volunteer work in africa mainly in the state kenya. The setting that they broadcast really shows that Kenya is a beautiful place in terms of nature. One day if i got the money i would also like to visit Kenya. Anyway tis show is rather inspiring.

After studying nursing i realize i'm even more in shows that is bout healthcare. So funny haha!!
Well sch is starting soon haiz..... and i also juz finish watching the lastest vcd i bought. this one was recommanded in the newspaper and it was good. Thought not as captivating as Loveholic but its good enough for me to not touch the forward button if u know wat i mean.

After watching all these korean shows i just dun understand something. How come after students graduate from sch already than the student and teacher cannot be in a relationship leh. Why do ppl oppose to such thing. Yeah they be student and teacher relation in the past but that is all in the pass already. Now everyone is a grown up and love is a free thingie. Its not as if they had a relationship during the sch days or wat. Is it really wrong?? I dun know. I guess there must be such things thats why they film such things bah. Or mayb the writer is just fascinating ( dunno if spell correctly) I guess thats why there is this chinese phase bout a teacher is like your parents or is it once a teacher always a teacher. Something like that lah.

Suddenly i just feel like telling this guy that i like him but so many things are pulling me back. The first main reason is juz look at me. No 'tiao jian' at all later become laughing stock haha..... 2nd leh wat if cannot even be frens how leh. see so many ppl around me after expressing their feelings than all cannot be frens liao coz so awkward........ 3rd leh he already got someone he like liao. mayb they already ina relationship though he never say anything bout it.

I guess this is the part where i lose to shermeen and bengi bah. At least they dare to express their feelings to the person they like. Really salute to them!!!! Feeling real sad now somemore now listening to Shan Hu Hai and this lyrics just sung pass ' ai qin mian qiang bu lai'.

Just now tokking to him than he ask wat is my new yr resolution. Dun know wat to tell him haha.... so was thinking bout it than i think i wanna go improve my tennis skills and be in sch team by next yr. That means must ask coach to teach more often liao at low rates. wonder if coach still haf those wednesday klass anot or else can go. but in 3 weeks time i got attachment so haf to see bout it bah. At least haf a gd year before i leave though i'm making plans to do another course which means 3 more yrs in nyp. See how it goes bah coz i might haf to do the A level as a private student while doing my nursing course. Dunno if can cope anot since i already haf so many ICAs and studying to do. Tuesday will go see mentor to discuss wif him.

Wah really writing alot tonite . just haf to blah out everything. HAHA!!!!!!!

Hope you guys haf a great year ahead and everything will be smooth sailing..........