Tuesday, June 27, 2006

back pain

Back Pain


Since sunday there has been an aching feeling at the lower end of my back. Since than even bend abit also will feel the ach and pain. Feel like an old lady man!!!! Now everytime haf to sit straight but sometime the pain will still be there. Its not really pain just aching but it just makes me feel like crying. Haiz this year i've been sick for so many times haiz..... Anyway tomolo going to see doctor just to make sure its just muscle problem and not other serious illness like kidney preoblem coz alot of serious illness all start with having preoblem with the back!!!!!!

Friday, June 23, 2006

tired

Tired...........

well kinda tired from studying so down here blogging. Actually also cannot say tired juz so sianz from studying but i aben even been really studying for the past 4 days. Was sick since Sunday and the medicine i got from the doctor only puts me to slp. Well since i take the medicine at 3pm,11pm and 7am so everytime i take i will slp for about 4-6hrs so how much time am i really awake?? 3pm slot i would slp from 5pm to 8pm than 11pm slot it would be 12am -4am than back to slp again till 7am and fall back to slp at 8am to 1-2pm in the afternoon and back to slp again. i guess i'm only awake to watch the 8pm and 9pm show on SCV and to bathe in the afternoon. First time in my life i'm slping so much though i like to slp haha!!!!!!

With all those slp haben been studying much at all. Only used those time i am awake to do a little exercises on those topic and i start to doze off to lala land already haha!!

Anyway was kinda piss off since yesterday but after letting it out to that poor person who wasn't really at fault. that person was just there and i was already kinda piss off so everything also just blame together haha!!! Anyway sorry lah but really bloody angry liao. so many times so very sick of it already. Me not that nice a person. Got limit when it comes to tolerating this kind of things!!!!!! Other rubbish can still control but this kind of things no way!!!!!!!!!

Anyway stop taking the medicine liao so now so wide awake haha. back to my sleepless nites again. This is also something i am getting piss off. Everyone in the nite slping i down here no matter wat i do i still canot slp. I WANT TO SLP in the nite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess better go back to my books. ONly got 2 chapters of bio to study but hell lot of stuff to remb and understand and i haben even touch my research module yet. Well next week will be a rush week. 3 days to study 8 chapters!!! b4 the test on friday. Well typical of me to crash study when it comes to tests. Seem to do better with all those stress that tells me that i need to quickly study.

Friday, June 16, 2006

aeroplane

Recently ppl around me all have pilot license.
Mayb i should go get one too!!!
haha!!!!

Sunday, June 11, 2006

emptiness

Juz feeling a sense of
emptiness!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Tired...

Tired...

Recently been feeling very weak. I'm always feeling slping. Guess all the lates nites is draining my body already. just yesterday i was like slping and slping and slping. Before sch i only had 2 hrs of slp than during my breaks ( had many breaks yesterday) i was slping. At home while watching tv i also fell slp for bout 15 mins. than in bed while surfing the net i also fell aslp at bout 10.30pm. Anyway woke up at 11pm to off my lappy to make more room for slping haha!!! slp and slp till this morning 9am. i think i can really slp. Worst of all bout 12.45 i slp again till 2.45pm. this is crazy. Let me calculate arh........................ 16 or so hrs of slp starting from yest 6am to 3pm today. that is like half a day gone already haha!!!!!!!!. actaully half a day of slp is nothing coz i always slp that much during holidays but the problem is slping abit here and abit there is even more tiring. Coz nothing beats having a full gd rest with no disturbance.

And my throat, after since that day i was sick, my throat seems to be always on the want to have a sore throat feeling. I think that time the medicine i took might be having some side effect on me or wat coz now even if i slap my face slightly harder than usual painness ( if there's such word) i can endure, the feeling is numb. Sometimes i think coz i learn too much how the body works and stuff i start to think too much that there is something wrong in my body system. well guess that why ppl always say its the best that you dunno too much esp for ppl like me who think too much at times.........

On the happy side..... i pass my clinical skills Coz i wore my lucky shirt haha!!!!! during the procedure there was some mishaps but lucky the lecturer was not so strict coz actually also not really my fault wat. the syringe they provide was not of the rite size so wat can i do leh!!!! anyway theory was also not too bad. can ans most of the mcq question and saq was not too bad esp the 8 marks question coz i gave them ans worth more the 8 marks haha!!!!! glad i read up notes from my CMS or else sure die on this question. another thing is that my whole klass pass the clinical. this is like gd news coz last yr there is always failures and this time round we all work hard to pass by going for our extra practise session we book and the sch provided during the test period. Best of all, most of us had good testers. though some were unlucky to get those super strict one but they also pass. Mayb not with high marks but most imptly is pass. clinical is bloody hard to pass if ur unlucky coz some testers got attitude problem or so insisted u haf to do their way but but..... every lecturer haf their own way of teaching so its hard on us. therefore beside hafing the skills, luck is also super duper impt.