Wah today receive a shocking news!!! MY COUSIN IS GETTING MARRIED!!!! ok next yr june only. but its so fast. he only 3 yrs older than me lor and getting married so early wah!!! haha anyway he noe that gal super long liao and since he on scholarship when grad cfm got job and stuff so rather stable bah haha!!! but thinking back its really to marry young coz career not establish yet haha but on the another hand he and that gal noe each other since pre u days so now get marry also gd lah or else too long together later sure got alot of funny things will happen haha!!! anyway next yr cfm got wedding dinner to go liao haha. hope at that time i dun haf my PRCP or else cannot go liao haha!!!
ok just wanna type this out haha!!!!
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
sore throat
Sore throat!!
OKay too much singing yesterday. Had 4hrs of singing session with zq and tsl. After 2 hours zq and tsl snag already so the remaining 2 hrs i was singing more than them. that explains the sore throat. Really thankful that they came to sing K with me hehe. Thanx alot!!!! Sry that ur are broke now!!! hehe!! Anyway i'm now on the verge of getting sore throat and the bad news is that my attachment is starting next week haiz... hopes it does not worsen. well basically can still talk but no more singing for the time being haha!!!
Yesterday really had a fun day mainly coz i really needed to get out of the house to haf some fun and a life haha!! 3 weeks attachment and one week holiday at home is not doing me any gd so glad we had an outing yesterday!!! haiz guess my next holiday after this 3 weeks attachment is more by myself coz everyone would haf started sch and i'm going to enjoy my holiday haha!!! 3 full weeks of slp and slacking in bed wahaha!!!!
Haf to start planning wat i wanna do for my upcoming holiday!!! still wanna go to a few places to hang out. looks like haf to find ppl to go with me and most impt thing is to practise my driving. too long never drive liao. if still dun practise than i cannot take the car out without my parents worrying or rather they wun allow me to take it out haha!!!
well some things are going on but cannot say it out. guess its coming to and end soon. I din really like it to drag anyway. Its going to be sad it it really happens but guess life goes on too. They think i dun know bout it but sadly although i've already put myself in a position that i dun wanna know anymore details bout it but looking at them makes me see them through and i know wat is going to happen. Guess my knowledge in this certain thing cannot run away at all.
going to take a nap soon. had a nitemare yest and could not slp well at all. and with the waking up early for tennis is not doing me any gd now coz very slpy now haha. thats all !!! ciao ppl!!!
PS to bengi. see i did update ok. how can say i lazy to update. i only lazy when i on attachment haha!!!
OKay too much singing yesterday. Had 4hrs of singing session with zq and tsl. After 2 hours zq and tsl snag already so the remaining 2 hrs i was singing more than them. that explains the sore throat. Really thankful that they came to sing K with me hehe. Thanx alot!!!! Sry that ur are broke now!!! hehe!! Anyway i'm now on the verge of getting sore throat and the bad news is that my attachment is starting next week haiz... hopes it does not worsen. well basically can still talk but no more singing for the time being haha!!!
Yesterday really had a fun day mainly coz i really needed to get out of the house to haf some fun and a life haha!! 3 weeks attachment and one week holiday at home is not doing me any gd so glad we had an outing yesterday!!! haiz guess my next holiday after this 3 weeks attachment is more by myself coz everyone would haf started sch and i'm going to enjoy my holiday haha!!! 3 full weeks of slp and slacking in bed wahaha!!!!
Haf to start planning wat i wanna do for my upcoming holiday!!! still wanna go to a few places to hang out. looks like haf to find ppl to go with me and most impt thing is to practise my driving. too long never drive liao. if still dun practise than i cannot take the car out without my parents worrying or rather they wun allow me to take it out haha!!!
well some things are going on but cannot say it out. guess its coming to and end soon. I din really like it to drag anyway. Its going to be sad it it really happens but guess life goes on too. They think i dun know bout it but sadly although i've already put myself in a position that i dun wanna know anymore details bout it but looking at them makes me see them through and i know wat is going to happen. Guess my knowledge in this certain thing cannot run away at all.
going to take a nap soon. had a nitemare yest and could not slp well at all. and with the waking up early for tennis is not doing me any gd now coz very slpy now haha. thats all !!! ciao ppl!!!
PS to bengi. see i did update ok. how can say i lazy to update. i only lazy when i on attachment haha!!!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
end of attachment
End of my 3 weeks medical posting finally......... totally exhausted due to the lack of gd slp for the past 3 weeks. And today i totally slp and lie on bed all day after i came back from tennis. haha slacker today. even rite now i'm still lying my my bed typing this. Dun even feel like moving at all. guess after suppressing all my tireness for the past 3 weeks i'm finally releasing it all at once. Even today during tennis could not play well and i was always sitting around waiting for my turn. sit here and there and even my frens say i look tired and depress when they look at me at the opposite side of the court haha!!!!
anyway this attachment something bad happened. just walking can also fall down haha. now got bruise on my knee. anyway was coz i felt the floor was slippery lor than lost my blance and fall. lucky brake with my hand and i move my weight to my side or else my face bye bye liao. the fall was not the bad thing but rather now some the the SN reaction to the incident. some of them just bloody hell keep blaming it was my fault, its my shoe problem but my shoe i just bought it and i swear that it was coz i felt the floor was slippery thus i fell thought they all say the floor is dry. dame piss off lor. than the nurse who was beside me had to write a report than in it say query to shoewear i even more piss off. already say not my shoe and she so bloody insisting it was my shoe and say in a round bout manner that its my fault and all those shit lah. And than i say i'm perfectly normal as in i haf no giddiness and stuff before the incident than she rebutted me back that no one is normal. Yeah rite she is the abnormal one lor. i toking normal in health and stuff she say i not normal. piss~~~~~~~ and another SN Ro_ _ _ he that fatso, king kong, bloody shit idiot who only noe how to open his mouth and not even leave a hand to do anything still dare to say me that wat heaven giving me a sign that i too fat thats why i fall. if i not on attachment i surely rebutt him back that he so much fatter than me and only know how to tok and somemore so dirty ( and still can be a nurse leh s dirty looking nurse) and somemore dun even know how to think bout the patient. ask me to go dress the wound the patient stratch broken and he told me to just dress it with gauze. i told him i wanna clean it with normal saline he told me no need. Anyway i dun care him i still went ahead to wat i think is rite and even my frens think is rite. how can be so dirty and lazy man!!!! he should be fired. he is really a huge lazy fatass vessel that makes alot of noise.
Now for happy thing hehe!!! i was ask by the sister of the ward if i'm interested to be bonded haha coz one of the SN praise me. but i turn it down coz i got other plans and my mum in the beginning also told me that she can still see me through so i no need to get bonded just for the money. Anyway she also know i wanna do other things. in my heart i was like laughing coz its so ironic. my lecutrer and the big fat kind kong thinks poorly of me coz knowledge wise i not very good and that king kong everytime see us its the time we are free so he say we are like professional models walking around not doing anything. my frens and i were like we busy what were you doing??? toking away and causing noise pollution. Still dare say us!!!! DIE!!!!! and hor somemore he is a two double headed snake. in front of my lecturer say nice things behide her say bad things. wat an asshole man!!!! What the thing is that SN that praise me gave me chance to learn and teach me patiently thats why i more hardworking. If chance not given and no one willing to teach its really hard to go get objectives met lor. we are tokking bout human lives lor so cannot anyhow play play if dunno.
Anyway made new frens actually its the yr 1 lah hehe. nice bunch of kiddos. enjoy working with them and gossiping haha esp with one of them coz we everytime same team and we take the same route home so we much closer haha!!! something else happen too but its for me to know only haha!!! anyway hope that next time if haf to go back to the same ward hope those assholes not there liao. only the nice SN and AN and HCA are there.
one week of holiday before my attachment at NUH. one week of resting for me. and after NUH attachment 3 weeks of holiday YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!
forgot the most impt thing. i pass my exams. yupyup the usual Bs and Cs and no Ds at all. lucky me. and still keeping to the target i set for myself- GPA to be maintained at least at 2.5 and above.
anyway this attachment something bad happened. just walking can also fall down haha. now got bruise on my knee. anyway was coz i felt the floor was slippery lor than lost my blance and fall. lucky brake with my hand and i move my weight to my side or else my face bye bye liao. the fall was not the bad thing but rather now some the the SN reaction to the incident. some of them just bloody hell keep blaming it was my fault, its my shoe problem but my shoe i just bought it and i swear that it was coz i felt the floor was slippery thus i fell thought they all say the floor is dry. dame piss off lor. than the nurse who was beside me had to write a report than in it say query to shoewear i even more piss off. already say not my shoe and she so bloody insisting it was my shoe and say in a round bout manner that its my fault and all those shit lah. And than i say i'm perfectly normal as in i haf no giddiness and stuff before the incident than she rebutted me back that no one is normal. Yeah rite she is the abnormal one lor. i toking normal in health and stuff she say i not normal. piss~~~~~~~ and another SN Ro_ _ _ he that fatso, king kong, bloody shit idiot who only noe how to open his mouth and not even leave a hand to do anything still dare to say me that wat heaven giving me a sign that i too fat thats why i fall. if i not on attachment i surely rebutt him back that he so much fatter than me and only know how to tok and somemore so dirty ( and still can be a nurse leh s dirty looking nurse) and somemore dun even know how to think bout the patient. ask me to go dress the wound the patient stratch broken and he told me to just dress it with gauze. i told him i wanna clean it with normal saline he told me no need. Anyway i dun care him i still went ahead to wat i think is rite and even my frens think is rite. how can be so dirty and lazy man!!!! he should be fired. he is really a huge lazy fatass vessel that makes alot of noise.
Now for happy thing hehe!!! i was ask by the sister of the ward if i'm interested to be bonded haha coz one of the SN praise me. but i turn it down coz i got other plans and my mum in the beginning also told me that she can still see me through so i no need to get bonded just for the money. Anyway she also know i wanna do other things. in my heart i was like laughing coz its so ironic. my lecutrer and the big fat kind kong thinks poorly of me coz knowledge wise i not very good and that king kong everytime see us its the time we are free so he say we are like professional models walking around not doing anything. my frens and i were like we busy what were you doing??? toking away and causing noise pollution. Still dare say us!!!! DIE!!!!! and hor somemore he is a two double headed snake. in front of my lecturer say nice things behide her say bad things. wat an asshole man!!!! What the thing is that SN that praise me gave me chance to learn and teach me patiently thats why i more hardworking. If chance not given and no one willing to teach its really hard to go get objectives met lor. we are tokking bout human lives lor so cannot anyhow play play if dunno.
Anyway made new frens actually its the yr 1 lah hehe. nice bunch of kiddos. enjoy working with them and gossiping haha esp with one of them coz we everytime same team and we take the same route home so we much closer haha!!! something else happen too but its for me to know only haha!!! anyway hope that next time if haf to go back to the same ward hope those assholes not there liao. only the nice SN and AN and HCA are there.
one week of holiday before my attachment at NUH. one week of resting for me. and after NUH attachment 3 weeks of holiday YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!
forgot the most impt thing. i pass my exams. yupyup the usual Bs and Cs and no Ds at all. lucky me. and still keeping to the target i set for myself- GPA to be maintained at least at 2.5 and above.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
chapter closed
ONe week attachment over and 4 more weeks to go. Went back to the same ward as my first attachment. New faces and old faces seen. At least my enjoying myself there again. The best thing is that the doctors now are much better and friendlier to approach as compared to the past.
Wrote one long entry last week but i took it out coz after thinking bout it it was like no point of posting such things up already. If being friends for so long but there is no mutual understanding in this relationship than no point already. If being percieved as dun care bout a person is just all bout this kind of things than i guess the relationship was not there at all. If everything is only an excuse just because of ' its all bout me who is important' thinking than so be it bah. Excuses are only finding a reason to get out of something. but if really got something and its still percieved as excuses than let it be bah. Too tired of such games already. Lessons learned, true colours seen all these things said are rather true. It has only show how much each and everyone of us and grown and learn how to see things differently. Guess some has grown up and some just stayed on. Guess wat each of us has gone through these few yrs that each of us none knew bout it is starting to show too bah. Classic reasons given bout how other ppl care makes me wanna laugh. How feelings are hurt, hurt me too but got out of it fast, realizing how strong relationships are make me feel how naive i was. Guess this is also all part of growing up.
~~~~Chapter officially close~~~~~
Going to enjoy my attachment at AH this time round and learn more stuff to make sure i'm more competent than yr 1.
Wrote one long entry last week but i took it out coz after thinking bout it it was like no point of posting such things up already. If being friends for so long but there is no mutual understanding in this relationship than no point already. If being percieved as dun care bout a person is just all bout this kind of things than i guess the relationship was not there at all. If everything is only an excuse just because of ' its all bout me who is important' thinking than so be it bah. Excuses are only finding a reason to get out of something. but if really got something and its still percieved as excuses than let it be bah. Too tired of such games already. Lessons learned, true colours seen all these things said are rather true. It has only show how much each and everyone of us and grown and learn how to see things differently. Guess some has grown up and some just stayed on. Guess wat each of us has gone through these few yrs that each of us none knew bout it is starting to show too bah. Classic reasons given bout how other ppl care makes me wanna laugh. How feelings are hurt, hurt me too but got out of it fast, realizing how strong relationships are make me feel how naive i was. Guess this is also all part of growing up.
~~~~Chapter officially close~~~~~
Going to enjoy my attachment at AH this time round and learn more stuff to make sure i'm more competent than yr 1.
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