Start of holidays

Yippie Holidays are finally here. Well just only a few weeks but alot of stuff haf been going on. Sometimes it really makes me wonder am i just a heartless person or just a strong person. So many things going on in my mind but somehow it does not really affect me at all as in my normal daily life and how normal i am with all those crap things going on. It really makes me wonder???

*ponder*

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Anyway great that attachments are over already. Really felt the strain esp the 1st 2 weeks of it coz those teams were bloody busy busy esp team 2. everyday go home late. haiz... Lucky me that my last week i was in team 3, the most slack team haha!!! Well last day of attachment many things happen and it was really havoc ( i tink its spelt this way) One stuff almost got injured due to violent and metally ill patient and another stuff and me were so unlucky to meet a metally ill and perverted patient. Really damn scared for the first time. worst than meeting a violent patient. This time attachment beside being almost beaten by a patient which is like a norm to me already haha!!! Me always finding trouble. Go help my fren to calm the patient down and always ended up being almost beaten up haha!!! another thing tis time round is meeting a pervert and somemore mentally ill patient. I really had to keep my distance and be bloody fierce to him haha!!!

Anyway this time round attachment i was also praised by patient hehe so not too bad. alot of things happen lah which is an experience and also learn alot of medical stuff which i haben hear b4 in other wards so can say got harvest hehe!!!!

Guess wat. this time attachment the yr 1 gal i was paired up with is my brother pri and sec sch fren and klassmate. So 'qiao'. the world really small haha!!! somehow i now noe ppl that are also linked with my 2 other brothers. The world really small haha!!!!!!!! this time attachment can say it was not bad. learn new things see new things and get to noe nice ppl as in the yr 1 coz the yr 2 ppl i already know them. I think i really lucky everytime attachment get to work with nice ppl. Even this time round all the stuff are nice. not even one is bad as in other wards where there is like a black sheep. Lucky!!!!!

Anyway this time round got funny stories to tell. told my mum bout it and she kept on laughing hehe but she also worried. Well she only know bout the perverted patient but not the violent one. Dun really dare to tell her bout it scare she worry too much. Perverted patient in ward can still be prevented but violent pt reaction is instant. I think if i'm going to con't nursing than mayb i need to take up some self defence klasses liao coz i everytime so 'lucky'.HAHA!!!!!!

At this point of time i still thinking how to tell my mum i wanna go for a vacation oversea. So many factors to worry and think about before i tell her. Mayb might not even tell her. haiz... really very vexing. Its something i wanna do since O lvl but coz of so many things going on so din go for it!!!!

Just now go to the kbox website and found out that they increase charges all by 2 bucks haiz... .. 2 bucks alot leh so sad!!!! Anyway next week i might go rebond my hair. really cannot stand the mess. haiz din wanna go rebond my hair but looks like i haf to hehe and i also wanna go change new hairstyle too but still dunno cut to wat kind and which salon to go too. one is rebond the outcome i like but the stylist there got no opinion on how they should cut hair whereas the other one they cut hair that suit ppl but i dunno if their rebond gd anot. and also the price must go ask them how much and see see.

Before the last day which is the second last day of attachment i read something which kinda shock me. Well i know noe that person is a very self centered person esp when it come to grades but din expect her to be so selfish and horrible to that extend. really very sad case. Well she is like going to be outside my list of ppl i dun wanna tok to unless needed. Really put me off that coz of wat she did and put other ppl in serious trouble. and i do mean serious. She really is a black sheep. Pity her bf lah only saw her that so call gd side bah. or well mayb her bf also like that haha!!!! i dunno and dun care anyway!!!!!!! Anyway my loud speaker mouth only told the aunty from my klas and she also really shock!!!!!!! Really find it shocking.

Anyway i think i just going to do the usual holiday things i do and try to find other activities too.