chalet information notice

Hey who ever going to the chalet pls click on the 'ETC' link to view the info. If u wanna add anything or ask anything than jus msn me or sms or tag watever you like lah haha!!! so ppl who are going are ZQ, Joson, Bengi, Shermeen and moi!!! Will update if got anything new lah!!

Pls kindly at least roughly spend a few minutes during ur spare time to think wat ur wanna do and stuff lah so can plan in dec. I will also need to know wat ur haf at home to spare eg BBQ equipments etc so that we dun haf to spent money to buy those stuff or u willing to contribute from ur pockets i also dun mind haha!!! so anything juz leave ur words around for me to see kk!!!

To zq : that week if i can find time than will also bake those cupcakes to bring over for you to try but get stomachache not my problem liao haha!!!


thats bout it for the chalet stuff.

Recently after watching wei xiao pasta i like zhang dong liao even more haha!!! Even though his acting in there not so gd but who cares haha!! even when he act cool also so shuai!!! the songs in there also super duper nice!! going gaga liao haha!! Even K one also. Din noe that JR can sing so well. When hear him sing it was captivating haha for me only!!!!!!! Anyway who got their poster can gif me anot or noe where to buy also can coz i also wanna change the poster of wilber and shanwei that has been hanging on my wall since like 4 yrs ago haha!!

this week also nothing much lor beside my BCLS test. Well pass the practical already and sat for the theory test too. have to wait for the results of theory to see if i can get my BCSL cert anot. The questions were like so tricky and some questions were not even in the book so i was like guessing away. Hope can get more than 80 percent correct or else cannot get licence.

Yest sms sher to see if she wanna go for the chalet and she said she was going so was glad she was going esp after wat happen lah. anyway hope things will take a better turn also. well guess in frenship there are also ups and downs not only in relationships between a couple haha!!! at the same time i also find realize something bout myself that watever i say cannot be taken too seriously haha coz say one thing that i dun care liao or watever etc in the end i start to do another thing haha!! i always kou shi xing fei. Well guess it depends to who also haha!!! or wat thing. well hope things will just go more smoothly for me, frens and esp my family.

2 more weeks to go before i haf to slog for the preparation of my upcoming grp and individual presentation so gonna relax and enjoy life first.

BCLS

i pass my BCLS practical coz i wore my lucky shirt haha and tok my way through the lecturer!!!

Thats all tata too tired to crap!!!!

Good Songs

Long time no update haha coz lazy lah and no mood to write anything. Oh well!!!!! anyway nothing much happen also just been keeping myself busy to keep my mind off. erm.. Last friday went out with the usual ppl and imelda to haf dinner but b4 that went to walk around at jurong entertainment center with bengi while waiting for ZQ!!!!!!!!! This gal arh made us wait so long and never even call that she will be late haiz.... anyway while waiting for bengi we both went library to chill out for a while coz it was raining and there was no where to walk too haha!!! in the reading coner we both were like the only one tokking and tokking and tokking and the old ppl around us were all so quite reading their newspaper haha!!! Than went to mac drink and chat a super little bit of thing wat was happening to me lah din say anything much to bengi also coz i'm juz dun like to tell other ppl wat is going on in my family even to close frens. Well bengi say he can guess wat itis but i dun think so haha esp is he is thinking isit bout the word that starts with B and blah blah. Haha bengi if so than its WRONG!!!!!! haha!!!!! that one happen 2 yrs after we grad from sec sch but to me its no big deal at all!!

Anyway we both were so bored that we went to see ppl skate haha but this one not classic yet. Knowing ZQ should be arriving soon we both went to popular to walk around and even take the O lvl assessment books and try to do it haha but sadly we kinda forget how to do the questions haha well bengi still remb most of it but i only can ans the super simple one haha!!!! I guess this is how bored we were haha!!!

Well recently i'm kinda accidcted to choclate oreo from sweet talk. So dead haha!!! feel like eating oreo also!!! Ohya recently news songs all have 罗密欧＆茱丽叶 in their song. However i love those songs. Ok its K one album i'm so addicted to and even the song 梁山伯与茱丽叶 by
卓文萱 so damn nice lor. hope K box haf their songs than next time can go sing their songs. i noe the chorus liao haha!!!! can hear their songs over and over again. Oh shit i'm addicted to songs again which is like very bad coz if i'm addicted my earphones will be on like forever sometimes even lectures if its boring hahah!!! My addiction!!!

Today went to see doc for that something that is sticking out from my skin which looks as if its my bone haha thought it was a new bone growing haha how stupid well coz it does feel like a bone haha!!! me hor when it comes to myself being sick or something wrong i can never make correct diagnoses bout myself or even take care of myself haha but only to other ppl!! weird!!!! ok anyway it was only ganglion csyt so will be going to hospital to cut it off!! Wat a bad timming coz got BCLS pract and theory next week so will be fixing another date to get rid of it!!! this yr no gd yr at all coz got so many problem with my system. first back pain than now this!!! dunno spent how much money liao to see doc all the time so wasteful!!! hope next yr i wun get so many other kind of sickness!!!


Ok so long never write anything than one shot write a long long one haha!!!

All the shit going on

Today is the day of tears flowing and flowing for me even as i type this now. Really very very upset when i heard the news. i try not to let my tears flow but i still canot control it. Wanted to be strong and still i can't. Life is so bloody unfair to gd people. Why is it only good things happen to bad ppl and gd ppl have to endure all the shit. Really a shitty day. I hope that person go and die and get knowck down by everything on earth and space and everything and everything.

I'm really not a emotionally strong person at all. Mum ask me not to cope everything but deep down i juz can't really tell her how i feel coz i dun want her to worry at all. This shit has been going on and on for 4-5 years already. Being trying to be strong and stuff but i at times when think bout it i really cannot make it at all. Need to tok to someone but i can't coz i dun want pity or even ppl looking down or looking with those kind of stares. Really very frustrating and upset.

Now can only wish time pass fast so it will be a new start, a fresh start. A new beginning, A new chapter in life.

I really really hope that all these shit did not happen at all. I really cannot handle it at all. I might just go thru a emotional breakdown soon. I really want to cry my heart out now.......